february 1st, 2016
it's my birthday. well, my birthday is almost over cause right now but it's still my birthday. louis and liam came over along with my mom and my sister. louis' and liam's families came over as well. i still don't look the best but they all loved me either way. at around 12 i blew out my candles and opened up my presents. i got a lot of different things from louis' siblings. daisy got me a teddy bear, a sweatshirt and a box of chocolates. she stayed next to me the entire time, along with the rest of louis' siblings, including ernest and doris. ruth and nicole couldn't make it but we all skyped for a couple minutes. i only cried a couple times today. i wished you were there. your mom called me today. she told me she loves me and she wishes she could be here. i also talked to your dad, i miss them so much. greg showed up along with theo and denise. theo fell asleep on me and then i fell asleep and i guess the tomlinsons fell asleep as well and when i woke up a couple minutes ago, there was a note and a couple more presents. i just wish that you were here when i woke up. especially on my birthday. i'm going to go to bed now. but i love you and i wish you were here. that was my birthday wish. to hold you again.
-harry edward styles
