Chapter 1 Dying For Love

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My life is misery I am only 12 but everyday I come home to our dump of a home...no literally we actually live in a dump. My dad , Ben makes me clean the whole house and if i don't he starts to beat me with used condoms. It's horrible life to live... in fact i am anorexic.bulimic,sucidial,depressed and have been issued to have Obessive Complusive disorder, have been issued to have Obessive Complusive disorder, have been issued to have Obessive Complusive disorder, have been issued to have Obessive Complusive disorder, have been issued to have Obessive Complusive disorder. All the kids make fun of me for trying to get an elaborate celtic scar tatoo, but i messed up so it looks like a penis. I spent most of my day being ignored by everyone ..even the teachers. Apparently i wasnt enrolled in school and wasnt allowed to come within 20 yards of the school and teachers. It was so horrible being ignored and frowned upon, but i just would bear with it until i could run away from my cruel parents. I usually started the day listening to my faveorite band.one direction on my new iphone 5 ....and it is very difficult to be poor...my life is lots of pain. mostly because my parents beat me with knives. But it is very nice to escape and listen to the wonderful voices of Herry, Zaen, Neil, Leim and Lewee. I liked to play the music as loud as possible so it woke up the mean neighbors above us...the racoons. I wish that someone loved me. When i come home from school i kiss my many Neil posters it make me sad how he no love me. If only they would come save me and love me forever..if only neil horen loved me. It is so sad to be me i have to go into the boys bathroom to eat my lunch and people start screaming at me to get out, i don;t understand why everybody is so mean to be. it makes me want to kill myself  but i need to take care of my five children i had them 2 years ago. I work at the local diner to earn money so i can be buy one direction albums. I wish my life was happier , i wish my parents did not beat me...... i am dying for love

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