Chapter 15

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Niall begins to grunt as he clenches his fist and his jawline tightens.
"Niall?"

No response...he begins to shake and his grunts get louder as if something is hurting him. Like he's dreaming about something. His eyes are screwed shut and his body is standing in place.
"Niall...answer me..please."

Before I could react my body is shoved across the room and I land on my ass. When I look back up I see Niall...with wings on his back?
His eyes are completely black and his breathing is heavy. I quickly get up and walk over to him as I place my right hand on his face.
"Niall?"

"I told you. I told you and you didn't believe me." He speaks with his head down. I stare at him in awe as a million thoughts run through my head. Am I really going crazy? This cannot be happening right now.
"Niall I-"
"The dream"
"What?"
"The dream you had about me."
"What about it."
"I knew about it all along, in fact, I made you have that dream. I needed you to get attached to me so I could sacrifice you to Zayn."

I laugh like a mad woman and run my fingers through my hair.
"You gotta be fucking kidding me. Okay so you...can control my dreams. You having fucking wings on your back, and Zayn is apart of this too? What else are you gonna tell me? Are you in the Illuminati too? Is that even real? Is your name even really Niall? Are you even a guy or an actual human fucking being?!"
"Tabby calm down."
"No, I'm tired of this bullshit! I've been losing sleep every night wondering if I'm going fucking insane. I can barely eat, and you know how much I love food. Fuck this, fuck everything, fuck you, fuck Zayn, just fuck it all-"

His lips cut me off as he presses them onto mine. I don't kiss him back until he pushes me against the wall with a little bit of force, which only makes me gasp easily giving his tongue access to my mouth. What I'm doing is wrong. What we're doing is wrong. He wanted to fucking sacrifice me or some shit and I'm sitting here making out with him? I quickly pull away and push him off of me.
"No, stop Niall...I can't do this."

His wings have disappeared but his eyes are still somewhat dark.
"Tabby look, I know this is kind of crazy and its a lot to take in but you have to believe me. I got too attached to you when all I really wanted to do in the beginning is kill you. Its wrong, I know, but all of that has changed now that I see who you really are. I've developed these feelings for you and...FUCK...you're all I think about everyday. I think about you when I wake up, I think about you before I go to bed, I even think about you when I'm pissing. I can't even go 2 days without talking to you and it drives me insane how much I'm attached to you. I fucking love you Tabby! Can't you see that?? I've done a lot of shit for you that I've never done for anyone else. Not even my ex! But I can't have you because I know you'll only end up Brolen-Hearted or Dead. I'm dangerous but you're what's taming me."

I really can't do this right now. Out of all the times he could've said this he thought now would be the right time. I can't say that I don't feel the same ,because I do. It's just that I'm afraid hell end up hurting me. I know he's a dangerous guy and I have no idea what he'd capable of and to be honest...I don't care. All I want is him and just him. I pull him by his collar closer to my face and I kiss him again, passionately. His hand strokes my face and I feel my cheeks heat up at the sweet gesture. This is how I imagined it would be. A guy confessing his love for me and we have our little make out session and then up to the bedroom we go. It seems kind of crazy but at this point in time the only guy that I trust the most is Niall. Call me stupid but he's Niall fucking Horan.

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