The Will I find Love (DISCONTINUED)

Face your fears Part 4

~Your Pov~

I decided to step up and face my fears. 

"I'm ready." I said and Scarlet nodded and then step me up. I sighed and accepted my fate and watched the world fade around me.

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There was a forest of pink and a forest of blue. I stood in the middle of the forest. I wanted to sit down but I heard voices. 

"You left us F/N" They whispered into my ear. I want to scream but I didn't. This is a dream. I told myself. The dead people of my village cried in my ear. I even saw the little boy, Jacob screaming my name. I didn't know what to do but close my eyes and hope that the fear would end soon. Just then the screaming stopped and I saw a man with black hair and almost black eyes standing there, with his hand outreached. I ran towards him and with an instant, Vivian and the strange man were at my side and we were standing in Nahakra village. Then the stranger left us and Vivian faded. 

"What?" I asked but then I was before Zane. 

"Are you ready to die?" He asked in a very evil tone. I screamed just as the image changed. 

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I was standing at the Phoenix drop gate, with my weapons at my feet. I looked up and I saw all of the villagers dead on the floor. I heard screaming and I picked up my weapons and ran quickly to the sound. I saw Zoey and Dante, trying to protect the children from two people. 

"HEY!" I said and they all turned. My heart stopped and they all gave me a smirk. Standing before me was Garroth and Laurence but they changed. Laurence had a huge blood red sword in his hand and he was letting off a red glow. His eyes were crimson red and his armour was made of scorpion scales. Garroth's skin was very pale and so were his eyes. The once happy and playful blue eyes were now a very sad blue. Garroth had Jury of nine armour on and in one hand he held his cobalt sword and in the other was a teddy bear. Wait what?

"Oh F/N! How great of you to join us! I was just about to eat these people." Laurence said.

"And I was going to play with waffles." Garroth said in a very playful voice. 

"What in the name of Lady Irene is going on Dante?" I asked him. There was no reply. I looked beyond Laurence and Garroth to see one katana on the floor. My rage grew and I threw at fit at Laurence and Garroth. I killed them both and my power broke free. I grew F/C wings and their was a halo on my head. But something else changed. Half of my body turned darker and I was a mix of an angel and a Demon. Then the scene changed.

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Lord Aphmau and I were walking in the village of Phoenix drop when they came. Shadow knights came and took up away. I thrashed around trying to get out of this problem but I couldn't. We were thrown into the nether and dragged to the shadow knight castle. 

"Let us go!" Aphmau shouted but it was no use. They brought us to some sort of throne room where the last person I wanted to saw was sitting. It was Zenix. 

"Ah hello F/N and Aphmau. Nice to see you two here." He said, hopping out of his seat. "Now I don't really need you Aphmau but F/N has a choice that involves you Aphmau. F/N Your choices are to give yourself to me and become my right hand and Aphmau gets to leave or watch Aphmau die before we let you go. Your choice." He said. A shadow knight approtched from the shadows, tied up. I saw brunet hair and wincing blue eyes. The man looked up and it was Laurence. "Did I mention Laurence? Laurence will either leave with Aphmau or kill Aphmau. So again, all up to you." Zenix said. 

"I give up." I said without hesitation and Aphmau and Laurence screamed. The were dragged out of the castle and I was left with Zenix. He put his hand on my neck and ripped the necklace off. I gave a cry before everything changed. My clothes changed into a black dress with red splattered all over it. I had high heels on and I felt a thorn necklace on my head. But this wasn't me. This was the demon in me. Then everything was over. 

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I saw the girls again and Scarlet smirked. I sighed and looked at the necklace around my neck. Then I started singing

Do you recall, not long ago
We would walk on the sidewalk
Innocent, remember?
All we did was care for each other

But the night was warm
We were bold and young
All around the wind blows
We would only hold on to let go

[Chorus x2:]
Blow a kiss, fire a gun
We need someone to lean on
Blow a kiss, fire a gun
All we need is somebody to lean on

(Eeh ooh, eeh ooh, eeh ooh, eeh ooh) [x4]

What will we do when we get old?
Will we walk down the same road?
Will you be there by my side?
Standing strong as the waves roll over

When the nights are long
Longing for you to come home
All around the wind blows
We would only hold on to let go

[Chorus x2:]
Blow a kiss, fire a gun
We need someone to lean on
Blow a kiss, fire a gun
All we need is somebody to lean on

(Eeh ooh, eeh ooh, eeh ooh, eeh ooh) [x2]
All we need is somebody to lean on
(Eeh ooh, eeh ooh, eeh ooh, eeh ooh) [x2]
All we need is somebody to lean on
Lean on, lean on, lean on, lean on...

[Chorus x2:]
Blow a kiss, fire a gun
We need someone to lean on
Blow a kiss, fire a gun
All we need is somebody to lean on

Then Aphmau walked up on the stage.

Hello and yes I wrote this and no I am not a fake. I decided to go on and write this as a Merry Christmas present. Don't expect frequent updates but I will be here and their. Thank you to all who have stayed with me even when I sucked at writing. Love you all and have a Merry Christmas!

~Amethyst the Blazing star