Only He Can Do It.

2.

'Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock....' I just breath to the sound of the clock. I need to stop thinking about everything. In one week exactly I'll be be starting school....again. I will return to the place I hadn't even driven past for 5 years. I want things to be different so here goes. One week left of slouching around doing nothing in this hopeless space of being called time.

***flashback***
'Eeeewwwww look at her. She's so ugly and she doesn't even have any friends' I can clearly hear my classmates making fun of me as they walk past. From the corner of my eye I can see they all linked together by their arms walking around.

I just sit on the bench in the playground fumbling with my thumbs looking right down because right now that is the most amusing thing ever. I quickly glance up to see what everyone is doing, just the usual. Boys either playing football or play-fighting with each other. Girls sitting in their small groups talking to one another, most the stuff they say are stupid anyways.

Is this how life should be for an 10 year old? Full of misery and torment by those around her? Well it is for me, I just wish it wasn't because everything would be much easier like that. Someone help me get out of this place. Please.

***End of flashback***

It seems so wierd. People usually want to get out of school as soon as possible because it seems like a prison. I was like that once but sometimes I just think how life would be different if I were to be at school. I have 1 year until school is finished and I have no chance of going back to it. 1 year. So I'm gonna make the most out of it, I don't know anyone and nobody knows me.

The idea sounds good to me and it may feel good too [hehe pun intended] I'm homeschooled after nagging my parents to get out of mainstream school, too much bullying. It still haunts me today, the torment was more than just a little fallout with 'friends'. The number of times I'd been made fun of and picked on my everyone at school was endless. Dropping out was the only way before I started high school.

I can make new friends, I'm not particularly good at that but no harm in trying. Let's just see where this new challenge will take me and of it's the right decision or not.

Hi.
Chapters will get longer but yh, hope you liked it x

-XcashtonsloverX