Death From Love

Chapter 4

I fell to my knees hands over my eyes and tears coming down my face. I felt like a complete idiot I have been crying all day in front of EVERYONE. On top of that all it's all my fault that my mom died if I had payed more attentions to her expressions and not be lost in her words. " It's all my fault if I hadn't been so lost in what she was saying and payed more attention to her expressions I could have saved her. Dad, it's all my fault." I said now sitting on the bench next to my dad.

" Aiden, Aiden this is not your fault. It's the drunk drivers fault if he hadn't went out driving while intoxicated she would have been fine." He said grabbing me shoulder and rubbing it.

The doctor came out with a frown on his face and looking down at his clip board and papers. " We'll you guys I'm sorry I have to tell you this but she isn't going to be able to pull through. We've tried everything we could it just wasn't meant to be. I'm so sorry for your loss." He walked of to another room and put a smile on his face and greeted the people who just had a baby.

My dad got up and walked into my moms room. I stayed outside of the room I couldn't take it to see my mom actually dead. Lucy came over and put her arm over me and just leaned her head against my shoulder. I couldn't help but lean mine against hers. My aunt Jenny came back from getting something to eat. And I ended having to tell her the bad news. She got on my other side of me and rubbed my arm. She knew how close my relationship was with my mom and she knew that this death would be hard on me.

At about 1 in the morning I got a ride from Lucy back home. I told her I would see her later at school. I went inside my house and went straight to my bedroom and locked my door I crawled in my bed and kept telling myself that it wasn't true that my mom was still alive and that she wasn't dead. I fell asleep still thinking about it but woke up thinking about what horrors I would face at school today.

I rolled out of bed and went to the bathroom to take my shower. The warm water felt so good rolling its way down my body gracefully gliding down my shoulders and down my back. I grabbed my shampoo and washed my hair and then washed the rest of my body. I got out of the shower and dried myself off and put my boxers on and went to my room to finish getting dressed.

When I was finished getting dressed I walked down stairs to get some cereal. When I got down their I seen we were out of cereal. So I went to open the fridge and I seen a note on the door. It was from my mom, it was the one she wrote to let me know that she was going down to Saginaw. The memories of last night started flowing threw my head again. When I thought the tears would come they didn't.

I turned around form the fridge and looked at the time on the stove holy crap it's 7:30 crap I'm gonna miss the bus. Yeah I know I have my own car but I save on gas this way. I grabbed my bag and ran out the front door. When I got to the end of the drive way the bus was just pulling up to it so I hoped on and sat up front not wanting to deal with all the jocks in the back. It was only 5 minutes until we got to the school. And right when I got off the bus Lucy was right their by my side. But... Daniel was walking his way over yelling at me saying " You faggot you made Lucy break up with me!!" Shit time to go.

I started running for the door trying to get away from him as fast as I could. I got inside to my locker dumped my stuff their and went and hid int the bathroom. I waited their till I heard the first bell ring. I ran out and got my stuff at my locker and was on my way to class when I ran into Daniel. Shit Shit Shit Shit. Of course. He turned around and smiled at me. He picked me up and threw me against the wall. " You fucking faggot. You made Lucy break up with me! Now I'm gonna make your life a living hell!" He said. He punched me in the face then dropped me to the floor. He walked off and left me their high and dry.

I just laid their waiting for what god only knows what. My vision wasn't the best so when someone was coming this way I thought it Daniel coming back to beat the hell out of me. But I was wrong it was someone I had never met before. He got me up and took me to the nurses office then I was out.

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I woke up in the nurses office next to the kid who I assume is the one who brought me here. I sat up and rubbed my eyes opening them the rest of the way. " Hi I'm Trevor. Trevor Lewiston." He said in a very kind voice. I hadn't realized it at first but bye the looks of it he was emo too. He had all black clothing and their were scars on his wrists. When I was done looking him over he absolutely dazzled me he was amazingly cute. I then looked at his eyes and they were so green it was like looking into a dark green forest I got so lost in them. And his hair was a fair brown color it was straight and just ending at the bottom of his forehead.

" Hi I'm Aiden. Aiden Smith." I managed to get out. This can't possibly be happening to me, I made a vow to myself agreeing that I would never ever love again. I pulled my shirt sleeve up and seen that the word that I had carved into my skin was almost gone. And the new skin was going starting to cover it.

" Hi Aiden." He said half giggling.

" You must be new here." I said. " No one really dresses the way we do."

" Yeah I transferred from Lansing." He said as a huge sparkle flew across his beautiful eyes. The nurse came in and checked me all out and sent me back to class.

" So what grade are you in?" I asked Trevor.

" I'm a Sophomore." He said. He's int my grade yay!!!!

" Oh same here." I said half giggling.

When we got to class the whole class stared at us. I took my seat in the back and motioned Trevor to sit next to me since their was no where else for him to sit. Today would be different I had made a new friend. So now I can say I actually have 2 friends at school Lucy and Trevor.

Classes went bye so freaking fast it was amazing having Trevor to talk to really helps. When lunch came he met me at my locker and we went to our own separate table and chit chatted. " So what was your purpose of moving?" I asked.

" My dad got a job at the law office in Traverse." He said

" That's cool. What does your mom do?" I asked

" She cleans houses for rich people. What does your father do for a living?" He asked.

" He is a builder." I said taking a bite of my cheese sandwich.

" That's cool. What's your mom do?" He asked having no idea what happened last night. I think he seen the hurt on my face because he said soon tried to change the topic.

" She doesn't do anything she um... Passed away last night." I said with a tear rolling down my right cheek. Then Daniel and his crew came in and said they had to speak to me alone in the bathroom. I followed them in and boy was that a mistake.

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