Death From Love

Chapter 6

----------- okay guys so I'm doing another shout out to Kathleena Miller please please please read her book They Will Be Ours it's absolutely amazing thanks. Oh and sorry this chapter took so long I've been bust so I couldn't put it out right away.--------

My heart sunk how could Daniel possibly keep doing this? Why is he doing this. It can't possibly be because of me could it? And between all of this I am fighting my heart as well I know that I'm gay but part of me is in love with Lucy. I'm thinking that it's just the fact that she was their for me when I was alone and the fact that we were beat in the bathroom together. My phone vibrated again and I seen I had 2 texts both from Trevor. The first one was asking what I was doing the other was a hello? I found my fingers flying over the keyboard half shaking. ' Trevor I'm so sorry this is all my fault you only got beat up because of me, because you hang out with me. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me I'm so sorry!!!' I sent it without even thinking about what I just sent him. Right when I sent it I wanted to tae it back and re word it but I was to late because he replied not even a minute later. ' it's not your fault and I forgive you please don't think this was your fault because its not. I just have to know why does he keep on hurting you?' Right away I wanted to put the true answer but en I thought about it what if he didn't like gays either. No this time I would lie to him sorta. ' thank you and I have no idea why he does it probably because I'm emo.' I re read it and sent it. In the middle of no where I got the urge to cut myself I didn't stop to think about it I let my feet take control they walked me out to the kitchen then my hands went for the knives. They grabbed the biggest one we had and brought it back slowly. My left arm turned itself over so my palm was facing up. I seen where the veins were running and I wanted to avoid killing myself. I gently placed the knife over my arm and started to gently push on it it didn't do anything so I repositioned it where the tip was now on my skin. It scut open a whole in my arm and it actually felt very good. I started making the cut longer. It felt so good I couldn't believe it, the blood started to come rolling out and I realized what I just did. I dropped the knife and started to shake I ran to the sink to wash out the cut so it didn't get infected. I wrapped it in gauze because the cut was pretty deep and very long. I took 3 deep breaths and went back into my room and laid down. My eye lids grew heavy and I fell into a deep sleep.

I woke up the next morning and looked at my calendar today was Friday. Finally the beatings would stop today. For a little while at least. I jumped in the shower and got dressed and headed for the bus. Tomorrow was my moms funeral and the return of my dad. He had stayed down in Saginaw and planned everything from their. The bus came rolling down the street to our house and stopped I climbed on and seen Trevor sitting in the back with his head down I pushed ,y way back their and sat next to him. I climbed in next to the window and sat all my stuff down. Trevor still let his head dangle the same way as when I got on I went and put my hand over his and I swear fireworks just went off in my head I guess I zoned out because when I came back to reality Trevor had his head up and his eyes grew huge and we were staring at each other right in the eyes. I could tell at that moment that I wasn't the only one who seen the fireworks.

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Trevor's POV

Holy shit I had never felt something like that in my whole life not only did I see fireworks in my head but I also felt them. And it felt so good it sent a tingling through my body. But it can't be I mean yeah I'm gay but theirs no way that Aiden would ever date me even in my wildest dreams I mean I'm me and he's well he's like a sex god I'm sure. He is very sweet and sensitive and funny but he's probably straighter than an arrow. But yet his eyes they deceive me they say that they want me and that they want nothing more. Of course that's probably my brain deceiving me in the cruelest way possible. I looked up at Aiden and seen he was getting his stuff off the ground. I woke up out my little happy moment and got my stuff off the ground. Today my friend was going to be a bitch.

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Back to Aiden's POV

I walked into the school and seen a whole bunch of posters all over the school. Son of a mustache I forgot to day was our in school hunger games. Since we had to read the book he class decided to do an in school one. To tell you the truth I really didn't like the hunger games I thought it was horrible how all theses kids had to kill each other until only one is left.

I turned around and was picked up my Daniel and Devin and taken to the little boys room. The threw me up against the wall and started beating the living shit out of me again. Why why me. I kept thinking to myself. The door to the bathroom opened up and their was a person standing their that I had never would have thought would have been their. Michael. " Come on guys leave him alone!" He hollered at them. It was nice because their all afraid of him so they ran out like chickens chasing a June bug or whatever that saying is. " Hey listen I'm sorry I was an as to you I really mean it can we sill be friends?" He asked " The breaking up part wasn't me it was Daniels idea and I went through with it because he was gonna do some bad things to me and I didn't want that to happen. Please forgive me." He said.

Well no way in hell am I ever gonna ever take him back or even be his friend but today I could use him in the hunger games so " yes I forgive you." I said but as soon as the hunger games is over it's gonna be like the big brother house between us. The last thing that went through my mind as I walked out of the bathroom was Michael may the odds be ever in your favor.