"Hello", I whispered while I was trying to hide my big smile, but I couldnt as I appeared on the stage and I saw many eyes staring at me.
"Hi, whats your name?", one of the judges, Simon Cowell asked then.
"I am Harry Styles". In the hear of the name, the audience started clapping and this filled my entirety with confidence and it made me believe in myself.
"How old are you?", Simon told in response.
"I am sixteen".
"Okay Harry, tell us a bit about yourself"
"Ehm, I work in a bakery".
It was the first thing which come in my mind and I left the words from my mouth without second thought, but it made people laugh and that was important.
The judges continued asking me some questions about myself and about my love for music.
I decided to sing one of my favourite songs, Isnt she lovely, by Steve Wander that was one of my mum's favourites too.
I was really excited when the judges said yes and I continued saying thank you to them before I left and I felt into my mum's arms who was sitting backstage with Gemma.
"I was horrible and they must be deaf. I can't explain it in another way. They said that they liked it, didn't they?", I was talking really fast and I was shaking from the excitement. I may was ready to cry, but I stopped the tears, even thought they would be tears of happiness, as my sister would have been starting mocking me.
"Dont be silly again and stop the drama. You are in Harry! You smashed it, congratulations", she said and she made my heart melt, because she is my older sister and I am glad that she is proud of me.
"Lets go home, I am gonna cook lunch and I'll buy your favourite cake Hazza", mum said and she begun walking across the room to find the exit of the building.
I followed her and Gemma was next to me when we reached the parking and we were ready to get in the car but then I heard a voice calling my name from behind and when I looked around I saw him.
"Hey Louis, did you see me auditioning?" ,
"You were truly amazing and I was sure that you would be perfect and you gave it all and your voice was so powerful and you were so passionated in the whole thing, I loved it!"
I didn't expect to hear all these things from him as he was nothing to me. We weren't even friends. We had just met then and I didnt know anything for him. But I wanted to learn.
Although, for an inexplicable reason, I was something more than happy that he liked my performance. I was feeling something that I can't explain, in a way that I hadn't ever felt again before.
"Yeah, ehm, I mean that..you know it was..good", he said then as he saw my confused look.
"Thank you, will you perform mow?", I asked and I was praying so hard for him to be accepted.
"Yes, I have to go. I just wanted to tell you congrats and I hope that I'll see you tomorrow mate"
"Good luck", I whispered but he had already gone.
Back home, Gemma was helping mum in the kitchen and I was trying to find some good new tracks to listen and to start practising.
But I couldn't.
I was creating in my head pictures of me and Louis sitting in my room singing together and trying out songs.
It would be fun, he is such a cool guy and I think that he is exactly the type of person I would like to spend with my free time. He has sense of humor and he can make me laugh without even effort.
But it was something more than this and I was trying to find out what made me feel like I was loosing my mind but I couldn't.
His smile was gorgeous and his eyes were so deep blue and they reminded me of an ocean right in front of me.
Every time I bring back in my mind his face I cant feel my feet and my heart beats so fast that I am sure that its about to break.
I feel comfortable when I am with him and its like we have been best friends, but I dont even know him.
There is a light in his eyes and I love the way he tries to throw the strands of his hair that fall in his face.
"Harry! Lunch is ready", I heard mum's loud voice and I appeared in the kitchen.
The smell of the spaghetti reminded me how hungry I was as I hadn't eat anything all day.
As we had sat down on the table and mum had given us our plates we started talking about the audition.
"You looked a little bit nervous at first but then the confidence replaced the anxiety", Gemma said and she drunk some of her water.
"The point is that he is in now", mum responsed happily.
"Yeah, and I should start practising for the bootcamp".
I don't have enough time to choose songs and to become able to sing them correctly and moreover, I always think about Louis. Every single minute.
"You don't have to worry about this sweety, you'll be perfect", she said and she smiled at me.
I felt a sight of relief as I understood for one more time that these people, mum and Gemma would love me for the person I am no matter what.
"I am gonna go out with my friends", I said as I stood up from the table and before giving a kiss to my mum and sister.
The truth is that I wasn't about going for a walk with mates, but I wanted some time alone to think.
It was seemed so unreal and at the same time amazing that I did it! I got in in the X-Factor and I am ready to continue giving performances there.
I am sure that I can't make it till the end, there are many talents out there and I saw many contestants who had beautiful voices, so I can't compete them, but l'll try.
In the bootcamp I would sing one song and I would dance a choreography because its very important for a performer to being able to stand up in front of the crowd. Also, they want to see if each of as, except singing, can committe the primary dance moves.
As I reached the park near my house my brain was full of these thoughts, but at he back side of my brain was the picture of Louis.
Where is he now? I have a feeling that he made it in the audition, so I'll see him again in the bootcamp but until then, where can I find him? And why isn't he trying to find me and to talk to me?
Maybe I am the one and only who wants to develop a friendship with him as I think that our personalities fit and he doesn't even care to make me a new friend of him.
I checked my phone then and it was time to leave as I should return, its time for practising.
