Fighting

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After Lunch With The Pretty Girls

Madison thinks I am her best friend.

Me, a pretty girl's best friend!

I felt so amazing and happy.

But then, I realize I can't.

I am unworthy of this.

So I back away.

I argue with Madison.

I argue with my old best friend.

I suggest it's best we stay away from each other for a while.

But I hate myself instantly when I say that.

Madison agrees with a simple

"Ok."

And that's it.

The pretty girl is no longer my friend.

And it hurts, how one of my old best friends (now a pretty girl) will stay away from me.

And I will stay away from her.

And the tears will come down.

And they did.

They did when my parents and brother where asleep.

When I could cry to myself.

When I could know how stupid I really am.

At some point, you have to realize that people can stay in your heart but not in your life.

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