Imperfectly Perfect

I'm pretty fond of you

After I go to a few of my classes the bell rings and finally lunch is next! I have been waiting for lunch all day and I'm super hungry. I start putting my notebook away and closed it, then putting it in my bag throwing it over my shoulder ready to leave class. Then  tucked my hair behind my ear on the side where my bandaid isn't showing of course I don't need my monster of a pimple showing.
"Luna! Hurry up I'm waiting here"
I hurry and walk out of the class to Rachel and smile as we walk to lunch and we go to sit at a lunch table where there aren't a lot of people. Luna takes out her sandwich and she actually has the nerve to tell me she isn't sharing, are you kidding me? I'm starving!
"Sorry boo I'm not sharing" she laughs biting into her sandwich.
"It's totally ok-"
"OMG guess what lulu!" She cuts me off talking with her mouth full
"What?"
"I'm going to this party on Saturday wanna come?"
"I have to think about it" I say looking at the food line
"You'll think about it? That's so lame what happened to the Luna I used to know?"  She takes another bite of her sandwich.
"She's still here and well I don't know if I will have homework, I have to see"
While me and Rachel are talking I see Alexa walking over to us, smiling
"You can't sit with us" Rachel says with attitude.
"Rachel stop it let her sit here I met her today I actually didn't think she wou-"   I cut myself off looking to the side because I feel someone staring at me. When I look to the side I see him, he had long beautiful wavy hair, one side tucked behind his ear, smiling at me with those basically bleached white teeth. He was gorgeous and I couldn't help but to look back but who knows he was probably staring at my bandaid trying not laugh. I was interrupted from my 5 seconds of heaven--
"HELLOOOO SHE WOULD WHAT?" Yelled Alexa.
I turned back quickly to them.
"What? I was just looking at this vending machine it looks really satisfying" 
Alexa and Rachel turn around and I close my eyes in annoyance. Ugh I feel so stupid why did I say a vending machine? Now they are looking back and they probably see him!
"Oohhhh a vending machine huh?" Rachel smirks and giggles like a little girl that just got her butt pinched, making Alexa giggle too.

"Ugggh stop it you guys, you better not say ANYTHING! "  By now I'm blushing like crazy. After they tell me that I have my word, I tell them that I'm going to get up and go on the lunch line. The school lunch is pretty disgusting butttt I'm too hungry to care besides I like the mozzarella sticks. As I'm on the lunch line I'm thinking about whether I should go to the party on Saturday or not.  I look over to McDreamy and I see a girl walk over to him she has waist length blond hair with black dyed ends,  perky boobs, butt everything you could ask for. She wrapped her arms all around his neck "Hey babe!"  I heard her say. I can't believe he had the nerve to smile at me and he has a girlfriend! That asshole. That's it I'm going to that party. "Next"  Ew they're serving liver, I go inside the booth to get my share of the liver even though I didn't want to eat it but I was already far in the line, I walked up to get my food and I walk out with my tray and when I walk out the whole cafeteria is quiet and staring at me so I stop and stare at everyone. "You bloody bitch" everyone laughs, mocking her. Oh my god the liver blood is dripping off of my tray and I have blood all over my pants my life is over! After I stood there in the middle of the cafeteria looking around I noticed McDreamy staring at me with disgust and his girlfriend laughing. He hit her shoulder lightly and he must have mouthed for her to stop because her expression went blank. At this moment I felt like Meg Griffen from family guy because all I wanted to do was cover my face with my hands, cry, run away and fall in front of someone and act like they care about my problems, and that's exactly what I did I dropped my food and ran out of the cafeteria, then rushed home. When I got home I ran up the stairs to hear my mother ask me "Hey sweety, why are you home so early was there a half day?" But I ignored the fact that my mother was talking to me and ran into the bathroom and slammed the door, locking it
"Luna, open up" she said calmly.
"No leave me alone!" I cried outlook. I heard her walk away and I felt relieved but before I knew it, I heard the key jiggling in the door.
"Ugh, mom why do you have to be so nosey all the time? I'm fine" I say.
"You're clearly not okay if you needed a pad you could've just called me, you don't have the right to come home and ignore me! Next time you come home without me knowing you better be drenched in blood" she yells. I rolled my eyes and walked past her and stormed to my room, slamming my door. After that I take off my dirty clothes I got a tank top and shorts, a new bra and underwear and got into the shower once again. After my shower I went to take a nap.

*my hands are tied behind my back on the chair, my feet are tied to the legs of the chair, my mouth is taped and I'm crying.
"I saw you looking at my boyfriend you slut! You're going to eat this bloody liver bitch!" She rips the tape off of my mouth and tries to shove the bloody liver in my mouth. "Leave me alone!" I say, spitting in her face. "That's it" she balls up her fist and punches me in the face*
I scream and jump up, sweating and looking around.  I just had a nightmare about McDreamy's girlfriend what the hell is happening? I cannot be dreaming about her that is not okay! I got off my bed and walked into my moms room to tell her what happened and that I was sorry about earlier, She laughed of course. It's like my life is a joke to her sometimes but I love her. The was knocking on the door so I went to go answer it, seeing Rachel. Now she wants to talk to me after what happened at school? I guess she didn't want to be seen with the "bloody bitch" as soon as I open the door she bursts out laughing.
"What's so funny?" I ask.
"Nothing nothing.. BAHAHAHA"
I close the door in her face and walk to the kitchen to make something to eat and watch some tv.