The nazi vampire (lesbian)

knowing Alice

I cried myself to sleep that morning. I didn't want to lose Pamela but I could feel I already had. I did want her to know the true me but not like that. I loved her deeply but could she love a freak of nature like me? I decided I would just cover my mission and try to forget about Pamela. 

I went to "Stump Field" on my own. It was 150 acres. It must have been there longer because not as many planes were doing their thing. I was upset so I thought maybe a killing spree would cheer me up. I killed everyone there. It was a massacre. No one was left when I was done. 

I went back to Neil's place.

"There wasn't to much going on there. It looks like it use to be a prime location. Now it's kind of dead," I told him

"I figured as much. Have  a good night," he told me as I left. 

I was walking down the drive way when I saw Pamela heading up. She looked as depressed as I did.

"I was hoping I'd find you here," she finally spoke. 

"I was just leaving," I said trying to avoid eye contact. 

"Please don't. I think we should talk," she said placing a hand on my shoulder. 

I looked at her and then I sensed the sunrise coming.

"Maybe tomorrow night. I kind of have to go right now," I told her.

"I know you have to get out of the sun. Can we go back to your place?" she asked me.

I looked at her. I knew she had figured it out but I couldn't bring her back to my place because of Gail.

"Wish I could but I can't," I finally said.

"I have a basement. What about that?" she asked.

"Promise not to kill me?' I asked her.

"I swear it. I love you," Pamela said.

"Let me report home quickly then I'll meet you in your basement," I said.

She shook her head and I was gone in a blink again. I told Gail where I would be in case anything happens. She said if I wasn't back by mid tomorrow night she'd be there ready to kill her. I agreed and left quickly and was in Pamela's basement before she got home. 

I heard Pamela come in her front door and run down to the basement to see me. Her depression had seemed to vanish and she was smiling when our eyes meet. Man, I sure did adore her smile. I was sitting on her couch. She sat down beside me.

"I Know you are a vampire," she came right out and said.

"Oh that's what I am," I said kind of smiling.

"Don't play. We need to talk about this," she said placing her hand on mine.

"Where do you want to go from here?" I finally said.

"I want to be your girlfriend," Pamela said.

"I thought you already were," I smiled at her.

"You need to know, you wont ever be able to meet my mom though," Pamela told me.

"Why is that dear?" I asked her.

She got silent on my and started pacing the room. I went behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist. She stopped and leaned her head back onto my shoulder and I kissed her neck with no temptation to bite. I could tell she knew I wouldn't.

"She the head leader of all the hunters. A vampire killed my dad. I'm okay with that because he always told me he wanted to be one but my mom never believed me. So she has had rage against all them alike," she spoke so softly to me.

"So there is no hate there?" I asked her.

"None, I know you are what you are. I just want to know how you ended up this way and your whole story please. I want no more secrets. I'll tell you all mine if you tell me all yours," she said looking at me.

We went and sat on the couch. 

"Where do you want me to start?" I asked her.

"Why you are here from Germany?" she asked wrapping her arms around me, holding me close to her so I can hear her heart beat.

"I was born into a rich family. With money come power and with power comes hate. At age 8 I came home and saw my dad kill ten men who turned on him. They were suppose to be his guards. One of them let in this beautiful woman to seduce him and kill him while my mother was out. He refused her seduction and killed her. My mom came home and knew he would never do that to her so she told him to find out who did it. He questioned on the guards and none would come out with it so he killed them all and I saw him to it. He walked up to me and told me to never let people get to me by my name. I never did. At 15 my whole family was killed for our name and that's when I pledge my alliance with Hitler. I told him I would do what I had to do for Germany. He then told me Jews had killed my family. I learned to speak English very well. I lost my german accent and Hitler sent me here to spy on America for our attack. When I arrived, my maker sensed my hate. She thought my hate would be good as a vampire but when I was turned my hate started to melt away and now love has over came me. I still spy because I have to."

Pamela took all the information in. She held me close and kissed me. I kissed her back.

"thank you for letting me understand you," she finally said."I know what Neil wanted me to tell you."

"You don't have to tell me, I'm not going to use you," I told her.

"I know that, but I find it only fair," she said.

"Okay, what is it babe," I said.

"I know all the location of the air fields," she said handing me a piece of paper with all the location and the operation on them all.

"Pamela, why do you know all this?" I asked her.

"I set them all up," she said looking down.

"oh, well can we cuddle while I sleep?" I said laying down on the couch.

She cuddled up beside me. We wrapped our arms around each other and fell asleep together.

I woke up and Pamela was gone. I walked up stairs and she wasn't even up there so I went home to Gail. She was feeding on her toy when I got there. I saw mine waiting on me and I feed from her. 

"I take it, it went well," Gail said.

"Yeah I thought it did. Except when I woke up she was gone," I said.

"Maybe she had something to do," she told me.

"You are probably right. Just wish I knew if we are good or not," I said.

"Have you guys had sex yet?" she asked.

"No, what that have to do with anything?" I asked her.

"Some people act weird after being together a while with no sex," she responded.

I just rolled my eyes and went for a run. I loved running now I was dead. I didn't get short of breath or sore. Plus, I could run in a blink of an eye now. I enjoyed this time. I could think. I could think of Pamela. I could think of my feelings. I could even think of my revenge on my family. Maybe my hate was still there and I just suppressed it because all my attention has been on Pamela. Maybe I should let my hate out and find out who really took my family out and take care of that and I'll be free of this repression.