The guilt

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I felt guilty for days. Pamela and Dora had went home the next day and I slept all that day. That night I feed and avoided her and then a few days later I went 

over to her house. When Pamela opened the door my vampire instincts kicked in again and I lost all quilt. She kissed me passionately and with a whole lot of lust. She wanted me and I wanted her. She took me up stairs and we made love. It wasn't ruff. My body told me I liked it but everything else told me I wanted more. I wanted the roughness and I could tell from her body senses she didn't. We cuddled all night and before sun rise I left and went home. 

when I woke the following night, I went to Gail. 

"I cheated," I blurted out.

"Oh, do you feel bad?" she asked sitting up in bed.

"Not anymore," I blurted out sitting on the edge of her bed.

"Why not now?"

"When I cheated I had ruff sex and enjoyed the hell out of it. Last night Pamela and I had sex and I could sense she didn't want it ruff. I got off yes but damnit, I want to hurt them a little and them hurt me a little. what am I going to do?" I asked her.

"It's your vampire instincts. Try fighting someone before you go to Pamela tonight. Beat the hell out of them and let them beat you up. Then have sex with her and see if it helps," Gail said getting up and dressing in front of me.

"I'll try it," I said not meaning to watch but doing it anyways.

She saw me watching and smiled. I got up and left the room. 

I strolled around town. I found a big bulky guy walking down the road and ran up to him and punched him in the face. He punched back. It was on. We fought for a good half a hour and then I finally killed him. I headed to Pamela's and she let me in. 

"You are all beat up," she said touching my face.

"It's fine. It will heal in a few. I missed you," I said kissing her on her lips and neck.

She smiled and lead me back upstairs. We made love again and Gail's idea didn't work. I still wanted the roughness. I didn't want to hurt Pamela though. We cuddled again and I left again. 

"It didn't work," I said walking in on Gail the next night. 

There was a girl between her legs. I didn't care and neither of them seemed to care.

"Sounds like you two need to talk about everything and find a mutual agreement or you need to explore on your own," she told me between moans.

"What am I suppose to do? If we do get ruff, she has a kid and vampire killing mom to explain marks too," I said looking away from them.

"Give her some of your blood. It will heal her," she told me.

"You've kept that from me this whole time?" I screamed at her.

"Sorry," she said organism. 

I walked out and went to Pamela's. Dora was already in bed and I asked her if we can talk. WE sat down on her couch and I took her hands in mine.

"I have to let you know, it's been hard not to get ruff with you while we have been having sex. I do think it's my vampire instincts though," I came right out and told her.

"I could sense that. I know your strenght could really hurt me though," she said looking away.

"That's the thing, I can heal you," I said wrapping my arms around her to hold her to me.

"How?" she asked me very confused.

"All you have to do is drink some of my blood," I whispered.

"okay let's try it," she said slapping me.

I smiled and slapped her back. She bit me and I bit her back. We pulled each others clothes off and had some made ruff sex. I let her drink me afterwards and it did heal her up. 

"I didn't enjoy that," she came out and said how she felt.

"We don't ever have to do it again then," I said truly meaning it.

She kissed me and we made passionate love to make up for the bad experience for her. 

A few months passed. Pamela, Dora and I became even closer and Pamela and I worked everything out. I suppressed everything. It was hard. I had to feed two times a day because of it. I finally decided to go see Brinda again and do some work. 

"Nice to see you again," she said answering the door. 

"Sorry, afraid you'd have a steak waiting on me for when I got back," I answered.

"Nope, now you are here, you have been called to Poland to serve in the German army for a month," she blurted out.

"Is this revenge?" I asked pissed off.

"Not by any means, I was going to tell you before you decided to have your way with me," she smiled. 

"If I recall you kissed me first," I responded kind of smiling too. 

"There will be a plane waiting here for you tomorrow night," she said handing me a paper with and address on it.

"What about you?" I questioned her.

"I'll be here waiting on you to return," she smiled and showed me to the door.

I went straight to Pamela's. She answered the door and I quickly explained everything to her. We made love again and she told me she under stood and to report everything to her when I returned. She's be waiting for me to return. I did the same with Gail. She wasn't as quick to understand but said she'd have just as much fun with me gone. Laughing about it though.

The next night I went to my plane and left for Poland.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 03, 2011 ⏰

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