Alone part 3

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A/N this will be the last of this mini story. Sorry it's taken up a lot. But after this I will be writing a Christmassy one!
------------------------------------My fists began to hammer at the door as the urge to see him again was driving me insane. He's my sanity, without him, I'm nothing! After countless minutes of desperately hacking away the door. It began to creep open. The lights were off inside, and the door was clearly on a latch. A tall silhouette could be made out from the tiny crack. I mean joe is taller than me but he isn that tall.

My mind began to wonder upon the times when I'd make fun of him being so short compared to Caspar. That's when I realised. 1. I missed joe more than anything now, he lingered in my mind and I couldn't get rid of the thoughts of him. 2. That tall mysterious figure was Caspar, not joe. So where was joe?!..

"Hel-.. Y/N? Is that you??!" Caspar spoke quietly.

"Caspar, can you let me in please??" I began to sob. I couldn't help it. I just lost control of my tears that I was trying so hard to fight back right now.

The door shut in my face. Had I said something? Is Caspar not letting me see joe?! Then I heard a few clicks an the door swung open again to reveal Caspar looming in a black jumper and sweats.

"Caspar is joe.."

I suddenly got engulfed into a hug. His muscular arms snaking round me, the comfort almost suffocating me. "Oh Y/N, you have no idea of how glad I am to see you here!" He sighed into my hair.

"Caspar I need to see j-"

He yanked me by my hand, leading me through the darkened apartment. How he could see in such conditions, I don't know. I'm just thankful that he knew where he was going and that I didn't walk into anything.

He came to a stop, causing me to slightly nudging into him. "Sorry" I whispered as quietly as I could without it be inaudible. He didn't say anything in response. Instead I heard him pull the handle of a door and drag me in, closing the previously opened door behind me. I kept my back to the door, as it was pitch black and I didn't want to collide or break anything. Then I felt an arm reach across me and the skin of a click. Suddenly the lights sprang to life, blinding me in the process.

As my eyes began to adjust to the light, I could tell we were in Caspar's room. He was sat on his bed, patting a spot next to him, indicating for me to sit there. I walked towards his bed and sat down, expressing confusion as to why we were here.

"He's not alright Y/N. He's been crying ever since he got home that day. He hasn't eaten or drank much at all. The only thing he does is sleep or cry. I haven't seen him for about a week, he hasn't made a video in months, I'm worried about him, his fanbase is worried about him. His family have tried everything but he pushes everyone away."

"Like I used to push him away when all he did was care." I began to whimper as tears started to prick my eyes.

"You're the only one he'll listen to. Pleas Y/N, please go talk to him."

I shot up off the bed and headed towards the door, wiping away the falling tears from my face, an opened the door. I looked back at Caspar, he gave me a nod as I tiptoed to joes door.

I didn't bother to knock because I knew he wouldn't answer. Instead I opened it, stepped inside, closed it, and slid to the floor and say with my back against the wall, as if I had lost all energy and will power as soon as I stepped through. I was weak now and didn't know what else to do than say:
"You don't have to wait any longer joe."

There was a short span of silence, until it was interrupted by some shuffling and a click of a lamp.
There he was. Not going to lie. He looked rough. Dark bags loomed under his eyes. His eyes were puffy and squinted but I could tell they were dull and didn't contain the same sparkle they once had. He was cacooned in his duvet.
"Y/N?!" He croaked.
"Joe it's me I'm here." I sighed, frantically getting to my feet and rushing to his bed.
"Joe I was so wrong to ever make you go. I always pushed you away, and I was such an idiot for doing so. I can't believe I made you like this. I'm so so so sorry!" I began to sob as I looked into his lifeless eyes.

He just sat there I'm pure shock that I was sat in front of him. Tears began to trickle down my face as I was getting no response from him. He suddenly let out a relieved smile and grabbed my small frame of a body into a tight grasp.

We just lay there for countless minutes. "How much I love this boy" I began to think out loud.
"Man" Joe sarcastically coughed.
I looked up at him to see him grinning at my thoughts.
"I am a man not a boy!" He began to tease my 'mistake'.
I just led my head back onto his warm bare chest and sighed. "I love you Joseph, I'm a fool to have let you go."
He gently kissed the top of my head and hugged me tighter.
"I was fool to let you let me go, because I love you to the stars and back!" He planted another gentle kiss onto my head and began to wriggle around until he was comfy. I just lay there in his embrace, an closed my eyes, as a dark tunnel of sleep began to lure me into a peaceful dream.

I was never letting this 'man' go ever again!

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