Other Side of Me

Thank You

-GAMZEE'S P.O.V.-

The voice in your head ceases to stop taunting you. //HES CLOSE NOW, HERES YOUR CHANCE!!// But you could never kill him. No matter how hard you tried. Youd do anything and everything to keep your bro safe. //oh you arent worthy of being a Highblood if you cant even kill a petty lowblood. I'LL DO IT MYSELF// the voice echoed through your thinkpan. 

-KARKAT'S P.O.V.-

You feel Gamzee's arm tense up slightly as you are caught off guard and have a fist speeding toward you. You're thrown backwards as you hit the ground hard, one of your sickles sliding across the cold floor with an ear-piercing screech. //FUCKING HELL!!!// You knew he was just playing you. Oh how could you be so stupid to think that he'd still be in there? You are mentally smashing your head against the wall multiple times because of your idiocy. You quickly back up, clutching the other sickle in your hand, trying to ignore the stinging pain in your cheek. He stands up, his cheeks stained a light purple from his former tears. He runs at you, swinging a pin through the air as if it were a flying dagger. You duck swiftly and it all happens in one fell moment. Its like time slowed down just for you. You feel yourself jumping back up, your hot mutant blood coursing through your veins as you thrust your sickle into his almighty, mother fucking, highblood stomach.

Rich purple blood begins to trickle down the blade and handle of your sharp weapon, but you refuse to move your arm, fearing that he'd die quicker. Red tears form at the corner of your eyes , hearing Gamzee choke on his blood, some coming out of his mouth and dripping down off his chin. The sickle had gone clean through him and out the other side. Gamz shifts towards you, making him bled more profusely as he leans his head on your shoulder, a weak smile on his face. You still haven't moved your hand and his blood is pouring consistently out of his tall body. Any faster and he'll be dead in less than 10 minutes. He coughs up more blood over your shoulder and quietly says,

"tHaNk yOu....."

-GAMZEE'S P.O.V.-

You collapse to the floor, the sickle sliding out of your stomach smoothly, more blood gushing out of the wound and collecting in a puddle around you. Your breaths dwindle ever so slowly and painfully, Karkat standing above you, tears streaming down his face in a mis of sorrow and anger. "kArBrO..." You say to him in a raspy voice. "i-iM gOnNa aLl Up ANd TaKe A m-mOtHeR FuCkInG BItChTiTs wIcKeD NaP nOw... DoNt wAiT fOr Me Ok? :'o)" You stare up at him with tired and heavy eyes, managing a lazy smile. "...ThaNk YoU... yOu DiD tHe RiGhT tHiNg...." You can see Karkat shaking as he kneels beside you and grabs your hand and hold it up to his face. "OH MY GOG NO... GAMZEE.. FUCK ME NO I DIDNT WANT TO DO THIS IM SO SORRY FUCK FUCK FUCK OH FUCK GOG NO PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME... GAMZEE FOR FUCKS SAKE.. I WANT TO KEEP HEARING YOUR DERPY AND STUPID DRUNK VOICE UNTIL I DIE OK IM SORRY PLEASE JUST DONT DIE I-I... DONT LEAVE ME FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!" He cries and shakes violently squeezing your hand tightly, his tears dropping onto your skin, hot and fast. "n-nO ItS mY f-fAuLt... ObViOuSlY.. i CaUsEd ThIs... m-mAyBe sOmE dAy.. YoU cAn...F-FoRgIvE mE..."

-KARKAT'S P.O.V.-

Oh well you look at that. Your Moirail is dying in front of your eyes. You prop of his head on your lap as you cry endlessly. "GAMZ IM SORRY I DIDNT THINK ITD RESOLVE TO THIS I HONESTLY DIDNT THINK YOU WOULD FUCKING ATTACK LIKE THAT JEGUS FUCK GOG DAMN HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT A MOIRAIL? YOURE THE ONLY ONE THAT COULD FILL MY QUADRANT" He sighs and then says, "ItS Ok... DoNt bEaT yOUrSeLf Up OvEr SOmEtHiNg yOu DiDnT MoThEr fUcKiNg dO... " A tear rolls off his cheek on onto your lap, melting into your pants. "BUT... UGH YOURE SO STUBBORN DONT LEAVE ME OK STAY WITH ME" "tHaNk YoU BrO... yOuRe ThE CoOleSt MoThER FuCkEr aNyTrOlL cOuLd EvEr HaVe......i LoVe YoU KaRbRo...hOnK... :'o)" He takes one last look into your beautiful yellow and black eyes and closes his own, his heart stopping gradually and his breathing slowing to a halt, laying limply in your lap, a now calm and peaceful expression on his stupid clown face. "ILOVEYOUTOOGAMZBITCHBRO" He shouts, rushing it all in. Unfortunately, his message was not fully recovered, for you only get part of it."ILOVE---CHBRO--"

-GAMZEE'S P.O.V.-

Your last thought before death took over was the fact that you were able to save your Moirail and he saved you in return. Win win for everyone right? Team effort correct?

-KARKATS P.O.V.-

You cry harder hugging his lifeless body the bloody sickle at yur side, covered in his royal blood. You admit he wasnt that smart or thletic or that good at roleplay or good at saying his emotion clearly or really anything at all, but he was the only one who managed to fill the empty void in your heart when nobody else could. Something about him just let him be your Moirail. However, now that space is empty once again and you aren't sure if you'll ever be able to find anyone as close to him. You immediately get flashbacks of when you two were young wrigglers and soon young trolls and young teens. You guys did many things together and Sollux too! You sob uncontrollably remembering the good and bad times you three had together.

You curl up on the floor next to him, shaking still and cry yourself to sleep, knowing that this was no dream and that when you wake up, he'll be gone, and with it, a piece of your heart.