I was furious, mad, angry, whatever the hell you'd call it, I was fucking pissed at everything and everyone. I don't understand why the hell this is happening, I did nothing, nothing and this happens?
I shake my head and put my head in my hands, letting more tears pour out of my eyes. I don't want to be crying, but how can I not cry? I love him, I really do.
He obviously doesn't love you back
I tried shaking the memories of him out but that only made me remember more. I hates this, I just want my regular life back. Ever since I've been with him my life has been terrible and fucked up.
I'm in the hospital right now, why? Because I got the shit beat out of me by a bunch of fan girls. And by fangirls, I mean Madison Beer and her "crew". I love Madison, she's like a sister to me. But I guess she liked Jack too, or just his money and fame.
Madison said – and I quote –
"Jack doesn't love you. You're just a bet, nobody will ever want you. I mean, its obvious Jack hayes you. Wanna know why? Because we fucked just last night,"
It pained me, the smirk she had on her fave is stuck in memory and it makes me wanna gag all over her stupid, brat friends. Thats when someone came in, storming in the room.
It was Jack, his hair was messy and wet, his eyes were swollen along with his lips, and his cheeks were more red than when he asked me to be his girlfriend, and I was blushing like a freaking apple.
"Oh my god, what the fuck happened?!" Jack worryingly asked.
"I got beat up by your side bitch, thats what happened," I snapped, not looking at him.
"Baby-"
"Don't even start with the 'baby' shit," I roll my eyes.
"Y/n, I love you. That was one night, I was drunk, stupid-"
"Damn right you were stupid, and ya know what? You still are," I shook my head.
"Please, just let me-"
"Explain? Explain how "its not what it seems"? How it was a dumb mistake?" I glare at him.
"Yes, I mean. Look, it was a dumb mistake, and you're right. I am stupid, I'm so stupid to make the girl I love hurt," He cries. "But, baby girl-"
"Just stop! Okay?! Just shut up! You think you can just come in here and apologize and I'll except it?! You put me through so much shit and this, this is the last time I'm dealing with something like this! Because ever since I hooked up with the famous Jack Gilinsky, my life has been hell! I have no one, nothing! Because of you! Because I left them to be with you! Everyone I ever cared about is gone!" I yell at him, now we're both crying.
But I wasn't finished.
"I hate you, Jack. I never want to see, or talk to you ever again. I'm done being your sex toy, I'm done being your lost puppy. I'm done being your girlfriend, bitch," I sternly said through gritted teeth.
Jack literally fell on his knees crying, sobbing, and whimpering in his hands. He kept blaming himself.
"This is all my fucking fault! I hate myself! Please just please, this is all my fault! Oh my god! I love her! Why is this happening to me?! I love her! Fuck, I just had to go out and get knocked up!" He cursed himself, hitting the floor with his fist, over and over again.
"This isn't your fault, Jack," I whisper.
He looks up, "Yes it is!" He sobs.
"I'm just not good enough for you, so just go be with Madison," I wipe some tears away.
"No! This is my fault, you are good enough, and no, I don't want to go to Madison. I don't love her, I love you. Just please, please, please, one more chance?! If I fuck up, I wont stop you next time. Just please," He whimpers.
Seeing him like this hurts me, but he doesn't care. I know he doesn't. I can't take him back, and I never will.
"Just go," I whisper.
He gets up, "I'm not giving up on you," Jack said before leaving my room.
I fucking hate Thotison!
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a.n.
AYYEEE SON!! If you've watched breaking bad you might get the part where she (or you) is yelling at Jack. idk.
Also I'm not trying to hate on Madison, *rolls eyes to china and back* , love youuuuu
Hope you guys enjoyed this imagine! Peace, love, and say "for sure man" 😎✌️
