Forever and Always

Prologue

Hi guys! So this came to my mind last night while taking a shower. As soon as i got out, I took a pen and papaer and wrote it down. I'm not sure where is this leading to but if you guys just stick with me.........you'll find out :)

So read away!

:) comment and vote?

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*Prologue

Truth is, I use to be that girl.

You know, the hopeless-romantic-kind-of-girl, the girl that can't wait to find that one special person, their other half, someone who will be here through the good and the bad. Whatever the situation we would figure it out. Someone who would love me deeply, our love would be one of a kind.

yes, i was desperate.

Going to school was always a fashion show, my hair was done perfectly, my outfit was sure to catch someone's eye. 

Yes, i was shallow

I would have done anything to have a bf, well, not anything, but I was young and insecure. I wanted to held, I wanted to be sweet talked to, I wanted to be the his everything.

I waited for my so called prince charming to sweep me of my feet, but he never came.

I didn't know what was wrong with me. Was I not good looking enough? Was i too fat or too skinny? Was I not good enough? Was it the way I walk? Maybe it's the way i talk? Maybe I'm just not that interesting? Maybe I wasn't that popular?

These questions were stuck in my head everyday. They haunted me.

Yes, I wanted to be loved. I wanted to have that feeling, you know, that feeling that makes you want to fly. That feeling that makes you feel like you can do anything because you had them by your side.

I didn't want to go through guys after guys after guys. i didn't want a heartbreak after heartbreaks. I wanted someone that would here for the rest of my life, even when things are bad. Some might say that's asking for too much.

Yes, I wanted to be loved. By someone. By someone that would appreciate me.

I'm not full of myself but I think I look pretty darn good.

So what was it, that chase them away?

I didn't wait to figure out the answer. I moved on with my life. It's been almost two years and i gave up on the idea of finding true love. I gave up on the idea that there might be someone out there for me. I gave up on trying to impress people, it was no use. I even felt a little disgusted with my self that i use to be that way.

I started believing love was fake and it didn't exist, but only something you'd find in fairytales or in book that tricks your mind to believe in it.

Scratch that. What I meant to say was love did exist, it's real, realer than i gets, but for some reason it just didn't exist for me. It's like it wasn't meant for me, like i couldn't love anyone and they could not love me in return. 

After awhile, my mind was set and I stop searching for love. 

It was nothing but......bullshit!

But unfortunately, that's what i would've said before i met Him.

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Ummmmm. I hope you guys like it, I don't know if i should finish it though. hehehe

But if you guys like it then why not?

Comment vote? :)

xoxo