BE ALRIGHT (JUSTIN BIEBER LOVE STORY/ FAN FICTION)

chapter 5 (mrs player)

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RECAP:

“Oh please you’re only upset that I found out you are a little stalker” he teased and laughed hard. I flushed bright pink and rolled my eyes. “I’m not a stalker Justin! You are such a jerk” I tried to be harsh and failed with a laugh that soon followed. “So um, who’s Jake?” I froze dead in my tracks… I didn’t expect him to ask that….what should I say to him…

I ran a hand through my hair and tugged at my hoodie, as I searched for an answer. Justin raised an eyebrow at me as I shuffled in place. “Why do you care who Jake is?” I said finally. “Are you really going to try to answer my question with a question?” he asked and rolled his eyes. “No Justin I just want to know why you care” I said and waked in front of the mirror and placed my hair in a messy bun. “Lina! Who is Jake?” he asked annoyed and I turned to face him. I looked at his face, trying to read his expression and he looked annoyed. “J-Jake is my ex-boyfriend, ok is that what you wanted to hear?” I stared him in the eyes and tried to choke back the tears that I knew would follow. Justin looked down and whispered “Do you love him?” and I looked at the floor and then looked back up at him. Justin met my gaze and I still didn’t answer, I did not know what to say. I opened my mouth to say something and …nothing. “I guess I got my answer” Justin said with his eyes filled with tears. Justin grabbed his shirt from the bed and proceeded out the door “Justin, wait a minute!” I called after him. He instantly turned around and snapped at me “FOR WHAT LINA? ALL THIS TIME YOU WERE MAKING ME FEEL LIKE THE GUILTY ONE BECAUSE OF JAZMYN WHICH HAPPENED AGES AGO, AND YOU FUCKING LOVE ANOTHER GUY?”  He yelled and his eyes burned into mine as I felt his pain penetrating my heart. Anger invaded his face, and my heart started to pound like a sledge hammer inside me. “Justin, it’s not even like that…h-he’s my ex-boyfriend that was the past” I stuttered. “The past huh?! Is that why too still text each other every night, and say you still love each other?” he snapped. “You’re not supposed to be in my phone in the first place Justin!” I snapped back. “Can you seriously be any more selfish? You are such a fucking player! And you girls blame us guys for being asses? Think again shawty” he pulled his shirt over his head and walked down the stairs and out the door. I followed his trying desperately to talk to him but he ignored me. Justin opened the door to his range rover and I tried again to talk to him “j-Justin wait!” I tried and he drove off ignoring me.

I made my way back to my room…tears streaming down my face like a never ending river. Only then I realized Justin had left his phone here. I picked up his phone quickly and went straight to his messages. If he went through my phone it’s only fair I thought.

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PHONE MESSAGES

CHAZ: hey man I’m sorry about the other night

Justin: naw man it’s cool

Chaz: where are you?

Justin: I’m with Lina

Chaz: this late? Are you like going to sleep there?

Justin: yea maybe

Chaz: trying to get laid Bieber? Lol

Justin: no! What the hell man…I’m not like that and I won’t try to get that from her, that’s not what I want

Chaz: you like her don’t you?

Justin: I love her dude…ttyl #swag

END OF CONVO

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NEXT TEXT CONVO

Vicky: hey baby <3

Justin: baby? C’mon Vicky you know I don’t want a relationship with anyone right now.

Vicky: why not? We can have so much fun! < Xoxoxo

Justin: good night Vicky

Vicky: :’(

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NEXT TEXT CONVO

Mom: hey sweetie

Justin: hey mom I miss you, you won’t believe who I found!

Mom: who?

Justin: Lina…you know my best friend?

Mom: omg! Tell her hi for me I got to run bye honey

 END OF TEXT CONVO

Justin didn’t have any bad messages, but maybe he deleted them I thought. I went through his contacts and he didn’t have a lot of contacts on his phone either…just like he said to me a few days ago…he said he didn’t trust anyone and his phone literally never rings. Guilt washed over me as I decided to go through his photos. There were pictures of him, his mom his fans, Ryan, Chaz and the last album made me choke back tears. That album held pictures of our summer back when my dad was alive. There were pictures of my dad in some of them with us…and then I came across pictures I didn’t recognize…pictures I didn’t knew existed. It was pictures of me, smiling, talking, standing, holding hands with twist…has he been taking pictures of me when I wasn’t looking? Heavy hearted I placed the phone on the table beside me and sighed. Justin didn’t understand…Jake broke my heart…Jake and I dated for 3 years and within those 3 years I fell deeply in love with him…Jake and I came to an end when he cheated on me because I didn’t give him sex. Jake broke my heart, and left a scar that would be hard to fade away. Justin didn’t give me a chance to explain…I knew in my heart I didn’t love Jake because every time I thought of what he had done it makes me cold. My only problem, was admitting I didn’t love him anymore because I had not ever loved anyone else as much as I had loved Jake…Jake’s love was the only love I knew. I knew I loved Justin since back then, but when we split, my love slowly faded. Justin never left my heart because he is very hard to forget…I mean c’mon he’s everywhere! On posters, on the radio, on TV…it was hard to forget him. And knowing him personally made me never let him go. Over the years of believing Justin loved Selena I found a love of my own… Jake…but that’s no more…and I am absolutely sure about one thing now….he never dated selena…at least not for real… I love Justin…and only Justin…I have to fix us…if he would let me