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Chapter 6: Breaking Society Boundaries

Chapter 6: Breaking Society Boundaries

Lana P.O.V:

*A WEEK LATER*

19:40pm

It was Friday today and I was literally ready for the weekend.

The way Justin and I left eachother last night made my stomach and heart unsettled. I couldn't stop thinking about him.

He was a constant thought in my head.

It wasn't fair.

I didn't ask to be annoyed by Justin but he's there constantly and has saved me and now I can't leave him.

I said some really horrible things to him.

I obviously felt something for him, that was evident when I blushed everytime he spoke.

I wanted him to like me again.

I didn't care that we would end up together I just wanted to be his friend more than anything else.

But the thought was nice.

I was still complicated regardless of my money pressures going out the window. I still had insecurities but I thibk they've slowly started to fade away since I met Justin just because he spoke to me and I felt happy to speak to him.

Pushing the thoughts aside I carried on the long journey back to my comfy apartment where I was already planning to make myself a warm bubble bath, heat up the leftover chocolate cake, bring the vodka and weed statshed in my room for emergencies and relax myself.

But I knew better no amount of drugs or alcohol to numb the pain my Dad, my ex and now Justin left me in.

I was just one of those people that kept getting hurt physically and mentally but carried on but one day I knew I'd crack I think this week was the sign.

As I started to drift my thoughts to the cake and the relaxtion techniques I decided to do later I saw a middle aged women crossing the road.

Then suddenly out of no where a lorry appeared around the corner going over the speed limit and violently knocked the lady to floor.

Loud gasps happened. I scquinted my eyes no one went over to help. What has our society turned into? Surely there was a trained doctor/nurse in this village, there was even a surgery five minutes away.

I ran then. I ran to the lady. The lorry stopped, his hands were on his cap scared shitless. I scowled at him.

The lady had blood everywhere. I knew first aid. I did what I needed to do. The hospital came and took my name, address and number for emergencies but apart from that my job was done. They thanked me gracefully and was glad someone knew first aid and did something about it.

But was it enough. She looked so joyful crossing the road and then her life was just nearly taken away from her in a flash. It just shows you how life is so precious and how it can be taken away from one single move. It just shows how thankful you must be for her every second of your life you are able to smile, make someone else smile, love someone, wake up or even breath.

I knew what I needed to do.

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21:38pm

I don't know why I was stood outside his apartment. But I was.

I found the courage to knock lightly on the door then. I waited. Here goes nothing.

The door opened then and a familiar looking little girl opened the door. She had brown/blonde hair in two plaits with brown eyes. She looked beautiful just like her father. Damn.

"Lilly what did I tell you about answering the door without my permission" I heard that familiar husky voice rasp. He came into view and dropped the oven mittens he was sporting with his star wars t-shirt and jeans.

I awkwardly smiled then, Lilly looked up at me giggling at her dorky father.

"Daddy.. " She said giggling helping him pick up the oven mittens and patted his back.

I heard them whispering then, Lilly was smiling at me. She then pushed her Dad towards me going to what looked like the kitchen.

"Lana.. what are you doing here?"

"Right... long story short I saw someone nearly have their life taken away from them and it just showed how fast life can end. It showed me how thankful you must be for blessings, family and friends... What I am trying to say Justin.. is I'm sorry... I'm sorrry I was complete and utter bitch to you.. You didn't deserve that. You were helping me out and I reacted badly. I am sorry. I just wanted you to know that and I will leave you even though I'd love to stay and just start afresh and get to know the real you instead of hiding and being the shy old me"

"Lana." He whispered.

"I'm sorry Justin" I said again.

"I forgive you" He replied after clearing his throat.

"Thank you Justin.. you don't know how much that means to me"

"I know Lana.. Now come and eat pizza with us"

I walked through Justin's door and he closed the door welcoming me back into his arms making me feel warm and at home. His smell intoxicated me making butterflies flow in my stomach again.

I am home now, where I belong.

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