The How To Guide On Fangirling

honesty, might just be a good policy

i'm not gonna lie, i need you guys to know the truth. once you finish reading this entry, you are officially in on my little secret; should i call it that.

let me start from the beginning.
i'm medha, i'm thirteen, and a fairly happy person.
i've been feeling down lately. yeah, sure everyone's sad at some point in their life, but this was different, at least for me. i started feeling self conscious, and contemplating many forms of suicide. i attempted many of them, unsuccessfully, and finally decided that this was the time to put an end to it. i am okay, i've been fine for almost a month. no, i don't need help, because i am here to help you guys. i used to cut, and well, i actually am happy now. i have decided to open the floor to everyone. you guys are my reason, my inspiration and hope. without you guys, i have no idea what i would do. thank you. you guys can discuss all your problems or what you're feeling right here ->
i'll answer them. i will. you guys are amazing.