The Forgotten

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Allison's P.O.V

Me being me...well I don't know a lot about being pregnant. So I went and did some research. Turns out I'm going to have morning sickness for 12 weeks. 12! I'm at about 2 weeks and it's not fun. We can't find out the sex of the baby till about 15 weeks. Depending if this baby wants to cooperate. Billie is already looking for our own house, I don't think it's too soon. But I feel we are using so much of the bands hard earned money. We are currently on a bus. They're next show is in Ohio. They're doing a small little tour. It hits about every state in the U.S. then after a few months they're going on another tour, that one I cant go on. Because ill be farther along.

Billie has been so amazing. He's always making sure I'm ok. He has found little ways to fatten me up. I'm probably at 75 pounds now. I get to eat everything. I can finally eat. Of course I feel guilty afterwards and want to purge, but with this sickness I'm puking all the time. Billie has done a lot of research and founds small amounts of food that have tons of calories. So I'm gaining a lot of weight.

"Hey baby!" Billie said seeing I was in our room. Him and I got the only room in the bus. Aren't we special? I looked up from the laptop, and smiled at him.

"Hello hot stuff" I laughed. He smiled and walked in sitting next to me on the bed. I looked at him and pecked his perfect lips. He looked at the screen to see what I was doing.

"What's this?" He asked. I shut the laptop and turned my body to where we were sitting across from each other. I sat it behind my back and smiled.

"Nothing babe. It's nothing." I said. He narrowed his eyes and attacked me, grabbing the laptop from me.

"Looking up porn huh!" He laughed. I giggled and grabbed the laptop and slid it under the mattress. I pushed him down on the bed and straddled him.

"Why would I do that? I have you." I whispered in his ear. He smiled and shook his head. He put his hands on my hips and leant up to kiss me. I pulled away and walked out of the room.

"You tease!" He yelled after me. I laughed and sat down next to Trè on the couch.

"Hello" I said giving him a side hug. He looked at me and smiled with a twinkle in his eye. Oh him and his awesome eyes.

"Allison!! How do you feel? Baby kickin your ass? I mean Blatter?" He laughed squeezing me gently. I laughed and pulled away. Giving him an awkward look.

"That can happen?" I asked him. I really need to do some research. I did some. But I didn't get too specific.

"Why you askin me? Your the woman"

"You act like one!"

"Do not!"

"Do to!"

"Your an asshole. You lick Billies asshole!"

"Trè that's gross" Billie piped in. Trè blushed and grinned. I smiled and jumped up giving Billie a kiss on the cheek. He looked down at me and smiled.

"I'm hungry" I told him. His eyes lit up and he ran to the kitchen. I heard metal slamming against other objects, and lots of things dropping. I poked my head around the corner to see Billie with a white apron on and a chef hat on.

"What would you like my lady?" He asked grabbing my hand and pulling out a chair with the other, I sat down on the stool and put my elbows on the counter. He grabbed my hand again and kissed it. I blushed and smacked him away. He looked hurt for a second.

"Can I have some eggs?" I asked him. He looked at me, like I just asked him if I could eat shit.

"You want anything fancy? I mean I never get to cook around here. Eggs are too easy. Don't I get to make you feel special? I mean you are gonna have my baby. You need to get fat" he said feeling my stomach. I wasn't sure if my ribs or hip bones still showed. I really hoped so. But...all this food I'm eating, I don't know. I'm too ashamed to look in the mirror. Way to ashamed. I had weighed myself and I was about 75 pounds. Too much. Gross.

"I'll be right back..." I said getting off the stool and pushing away from him. I walked into the tiny bathroom and pulled out the scale. I set it down and paced for a few minutes. Wondering if its a good idea or not. I finally decided I should. I put one foot on, and looked up at the ceiling, closed my eyes and set my other foot on. I looked down, hoping I was no more than 72. The scale read 70. Had I really lost 5 pounds? I smiled a little. But I still should be less. Ugh. No. I need to be healthy. For this baby. Stop. Stop. You are normal. You are not fat. You will not be fat. You will be pregnant. Stop. When this baby is born you can loose all this weight. I put the scaled under the sink and walked out.

"What took you so long?" Trè asked me. He knew what I was doing. He just was being the caring 'parent' he was.

"Nothing." I replied. I walked into the kitchen and sat down on the stool. Billie was sitting on the one right next to me with his head in his hands.

"What do you want Allison?" He asked. He sounded pissed. What had just happened? He was happy a few seconds ago. Why is he being like this?

"Fine be a bitch" I said getting up and walking off the bus. I walked for 45 minutes I think. I ended up at a gas station. I went in and sat in the cool air. I didn't bring my phone, I didn't bring anything. I was just wearing my sweats. I felt like a bitch for acting like that and just walking out. But there is no way I'm going back. Billie should be fine for a few months. I'll just have this baby and then figure out everything after that.

I'm currently in the gas station, sitting on a little bench. I felt like I was about to puke. I tried to stand up but couldn't. I tried again, getting to my feet and walking a little. I saw a little clock, it was 8:00 p.m. Haven't ate all day. I need food. I felt weak. I tried to keep my balance by grabbing onto the food racks. I grabbed one, but it didn't support me. I fell to the ground. Hoping maybe if I fell hard enough, I would crack my scull and bleed to death. That was all I though before everything was black.

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Well....I sorry. I know I haven't updated. I've been kinda busy. I went to Warped!!!!! It was great. I touched Andy Biersack. Once this story is completed, I'll start one with BVB. hehe. But comment guys! Vote! An well just read this shit. I'll start updating every Saturday. Any suggestions on any twists? You guys can kik me at johna.cea hehe. If you know what that is...