Chapter 20

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June 2014

It was happening again Karlie was having an urgent need to get away. The models been over whelming, over analyzing, and over questioning, and greatfully regretting everything she's done in the past two months.
Constantly the model has been thinking of calling Taylor, but after thinking over everything, the model just needed a getaway.

Everytime Karlie thought about what happened last month, her stomach turns to knots and she can't breathe, but i had to do it for myself,my happiness, my life.

She hated herself for being in the way of Taylors life like she shouldn't be. Also she hated the way she had been mistreating Josh, they were still together, she shouldn't do that to him.
God I'm such a fuck up.
The brunette also couldn't stop thinking about how she hasn't even learned from her mistakes of cheating, keeping secrets, being bisexual.

Karlie was lying beside Josh, she had spent the night. When the model woke up, she felt the cuddle of Josh all around her, and his draped arm all across her body.
But All Karlie could feel was guilt, guilt of what has been happening.

A little reminder of  what happened last night, Josh had invited Karlie over to make things better with his girlfriend, they had dinner, a movie, and eventually Karlie spent the night.

As Karlies body soon became cold, she realized Josh had left the cuddle.

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Karlie found herself a few hours later drinking a cup of tea, watching Greys, finally back in Taylors house.

The Nashville breeze blew through the window, as Karlie felt the cold rush on her spine as she took another sip of her drink.

Then suddenly, the door has a shake, and too appear, Taylor swift.

"Oh my god hi Taylor" Karlie exclaimed, embracing her girlfriend in a long hug.
"Hiiii" Taylor said, she hadn't seen the model until now, previous huge fight.

"Why are you here? Wait i thought you were with Calvin?" Karlie questioned, confusingly.

"Well, i do live here." Taylor replied, following a small chuckle, as the pop star took her kitten Olivia by her back and lower abdomen and picked her up, to start petting her till she went down to the kittens spine.

Karlie finally gave up, and tried having a pleasant conversation with her ex/she doesn't even know.

"How was New York?" Karlie asked, taking a small sip, pitched lips on her Starbucks mug.

"It was uncontrollably dreadful. But it had to be done. Calvin and i had a hard time trying to stay unstressed. But we managed to. And here i am today" winks, following a laugh by Taylor.

"Well it's just a good thing your in one piece" Karlie puts the mug down, following a big plastered smile and laugh on her face, one of the biggest smiles she's ever made in her life, she knew Taylor and her could work it out.

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"I miss us" Karlie said once more, turning that smile, down to more of a strait face, as she seen the pop singer not settling.

"I umm..I surely do to" Taylor sighs, obviously the pop singer was lying, as Karlie sighed along...

Truly awkward.

"Well.." Karlie says awkwardly.

"I missed this place. It's been a while. That fight..."
Taylor brings up.

THAT FIGHT SHOULD END. IT WAS COMPLETE BULLSHIT. TAYLOR SHOULD JUST FORGET IT.
TAYLOR NEEDS TO GROW UP SOMETIMES.
FUCK.

Karlie was a little pissed, bringing up the hue fight made it worse, she firmly shook her head, and rolled her eyes at Taylor.

"I understand...just don't" Taylor walked away, always making things wrong.

"Do you want a cookie?" Karlie asked, showing off her newly baker treats.

"YAAAS my lady" hysterically laughs Taylor, in her old fashioned accent.

"Oh yes Ma'Dam" Karlie joins in the laughter, giving Taylor a plate of the cookies.

"Yummmm" Taylor exclaims, eating along with Karlie, as now Taylor had dropped the kitten off to play around out of her arms.




                              LATE AT NIGHT

The two of the girls, younger and older, find eachother sound asleep at around  twelve o'clock am on a Sunday night, embracing eachother in a firm cuddle.

MORNING
The similar unbearing sound of Karlies alarm off her phone, the previous alarms were set as
"7 AM GET UP YOULL BE LATE"
"7:30 GET UP LAZY ASS"
"8 YOUR LATE HOE"
"9 Fuck it"
"12 your screwed"
was enough to make the model stumble out of bed and roll onto the floor..."ugh...." Karlie says, grabbing her I phone.

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