Truthfully, I'm just going to be real
more real than usual
and the usual sometimes kills.
The reason why I'm me
and the fact that's it's needed
I never asked for you to care
or anything that needs to be defeated.
But I feel I have to break hearts
to tend some
kill thoughts
to make some
maybe, mean mug
to love one
and to me it doesn't feel wrong
to just satisfy the right ones.
Maybe I'm wrong
to the wise people
but to me
it's just love that can't be defeated
your opinion can be told
but honey, it wasn't needed.
tell me it's insane
but sane is telling me
I'm actually needed.
Today it's not about kisses
neither the lust that I've been giving.
Nor the reason why I love him
or the things that I whisper to him.
Today it's about how i treat you
have to break three hearts, to keep you.
Not about a breakup
more about blood family
do I have to make this sacrifice
to keep my sanity?
The love in me is rotten
it's been trained yet is a rock in my heart.
No life that's been living
just going by the direction it's been giving
but today...It's over
no more breaking hearts
to release more thunder.
Feel like i'm going under
under the lights of inspection
trying to keep you happy
is alot out of my land.
Alot of sheep to tame
alot of people to rearrange
I can't keep changing every single thing
and you still aren't happy in your range.
It's the rhythm in my rymn
and the rymn that I keep speaking
I don't look for sadness
because sadness has no rhythm.
But you are the root
maybe i should thank you
for causing me this drama
trauma inside the lava
you've brought me to this lullaby
that i have trouble singing.
Yet the headache isn't gone
I still smoke with no alarm
I still search for the call
and live for the wrong!
I wait for the love
and wait for you to care
but every second i bring it up
you nod your head and just stare?
Do something about this!
Making you happy is keeping my silence.
I can't keep taking everything away for you
when truthfully, soon I'll be dead too.
You've killed your close ones
and now I'm the last one
tell me this isn't the end for me
I'm the only one who has the balls to say something.
So don't tell me it's going to be fine
don't tell me I'll be divine.
Because the day is coming where
my presence will be the mist in your mind.
