I don't want to be your friend, but I think being more than that is scary as hell.
I've never felt like this toward anyone but I've also never had someone to call mine so everything is completely strange to me.
It's scary to think of being more than just your friend because one day everything will change and we won't feel the same about each other.
What happens then?
What happens when we break up and lose everything we've ever had with one another?
One day you'll be just a thought, a small memory.
One day the texting will stop and I won't see you every day and I'll barely remember your name.
You mean so much to me right now and it's scary as hell to think that one day you'll mean nothing.
Maybe if we stay friends, that day won't come as fast as if we were lovers.
