There's No Magic in Games (SAO Fanfic) [In Editing}

Under the Bridge

Sasaki:

I kept running, tripping on my own feet as I ran. I couldn't stop crying and I couldn't stop running as well. But I didn't know where to run. Usually if I was sad I would go to a close friend. But Fuji is dead and Kirito is the problem. I couldn't get them kissing out of my head. It isn't wrong for two teens to kiss, especially if they do like each other. Was it that I liked Kirito? Well for the thought of him being romantic with me is a good one, never had I imagine it would go serious. And it never will. Because he likes Asuna. Was it the fact that he and Asuna were so good together that made me think I shouldn't think about Kirito romantically? Was it the thought of never us being together that kept me from actually liking him? Maybe I do really like him. Maybe I do secretly like that fact that I could be in a relationship with Kirito. But it doesn't matter if I reveal the fact I love him, I just saw him making out with Asuna. They are in love and I can't do anything about it. No matter how much I wish there love would disappear I can't. I destroys me to just think those thoughts. Everyone knows that they would be happy together. My mind started wondering more, and I continued to run, not getting tired. What if my life starts to screw up from here? What if because I can't stand seeing them together, I won't be able to hang out with Kirito that much. Or worse is that he decides to start adventuring with her instead on me and he totally stops talking to me entirely. More tears began to shed. I was friend-zoned with him. I couldn't tell him how I feel even if I wanted to. Why? Why is this happening to me. This game wasn't a big deal a week ago. I thought I had finally got use to being stuck here with kirito. And I even excepted Fuji's death. But some how, and new wall I had built with Kirito to make sure I was happy again, had fallen and been tore away from my heart. All the painful memories collided into one, Asuna and Kirito kissing being one of them. I couldn't take it anymore! I'M DONE WITH THIS WORLD! Dark thoughts swarmed in my head, making a tornado of bad thoughts. My face was red and wet from tears that I had shed. I've been running for at least 10 minutes, refusing to stop till the sun would rise tomorrow morning. Not once did I grow tired of running. I never wanted to stop running. Because I knew no one could catch up to me. No one would cause me more pain then they ever could. My life didn't have meaning anymore. My family is gone and so is my friends. My crush has left me as well. What if this game never stops and they just kill everyone in the game instead. One day when you think hope has arisen, we will all be dead. I can't save anyone. No matter how many lives I save, just as many people will die the next day. It's pointless! Everything here is just a nasty trick. I can't fool around and tell myself everything is going to be fine. Because it is not.I got away from a couple towns and tripped over a rock that refused to move out of my way. I fell, losing balance to the fact that I was no longer on the ground. Instead of falling into the grass I fell into the river next to it, holding my breath. The water was very cold. It was almost night after all. I swam to the point of the land and crawled out of the river, freezing. The once purple blouse I had worn today, was now soaked along with my jeans and leather black jacket. I shook, freezing and looked up. I was carried away from the water's current and got out under a bridge of some sort. It was dark, and I was completely camouflaged in the darkness. I ran out of tears and leaned myself against the wall provided for me. I silently shut my eyes. I couldn't leave here. I never was going to. Kirito would never find me. Although his detection skills were high. My hiding skills were way higher.My clutched my knees to my chest and buried my face into them, not wanting to ever leave this place. Not wanting to stand up again. I fell into totally
despair.

Kirito:

I looked everywhere for Sasaki. When letting go of the kiss Asuna gave me, I ran off after Sasaki. She was so fast for some reason and she didn't use her teleport crystal. I'm thinking that she ran away to give us Private space. But as she ran I didn't know where she was going. Was she possibly upset? No way. She never really showed me any signs that she had feelings for me. That didn't matter though. I don't care if she doesn't love me. because I can't stop loving her. Never again will I think about anyone but Sasaki in a romantic way. Sasaki was so fast. It got to the point that I couldn't even see her anymore. I used my detection skills to find her footprints but soon they disappeared. I dropped to my knees. Tired of running for almost 10 minutes straight. I would explain things tonight at home. She had to come home to sleep some time. I sighed and took out my teleport crystal. In a flast I was in front of both mine and Sasaki's house. My house was located right next to hers. I spent everyday with her and yet, I never confessed my feelings for her. Not to her. Not to myself. I hissed and walked in Sasaki's house. Knowing she wouldn't let me into her house at night unless she invited me. She shouldn't be home soon so I should get comfy. My stomach rumbled. I didn't get to eat Asuna's food. Yet I didn't want it. All I wanted to eat right now was Sasaki's food. The food she makes everyday just for me. The food she spends so much time on, and the ones she fills with so much love. I searched threw her fridge. Take out some leftovers from a couple days ago and ate them out of her inventory. With that, I sat on her and waited.