Never have I Ever Wanted a Kiss this Bad (2)

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Sasaki:

  The tip of the sword, lightly touching my throat, sent rushes of fear threw out my body. Light reflected off it's silver blue service, causing it to shine across it's sharp edges. I was frozen in fear, my body refused to react to my thoughts.
  My eyes enveloped in the blade. Never thinking this is how I would meet my end. After what she had just said I was it utterly shock. That's one quote that always made me go in panic attacks. Those words, ones that would mean nothing to other people. Always makes me panic in more ways then one.
Yet, she knew that trigger word. She knew directly what to say to send those rushes of fear go threw out my body. She knew where to hit, the spot that hurt most.
  Asuna's eyes, emotionless, stared at my throat intensely. Things running threw her head. Choices of what to do after me, or possibly before.
  This was my end. I was to never hear Kirito's words again. I was to never hold his warm hand. I was to never make it to the real world with him. I was to never met with his soft lips just as Asuna had did before.
  "Sasaki! Asuna! You coming?" Klein shouted from down stairs.
  Asuna's eyes shot to the door, which was closed. Her light brown orbs returned to their normal color on her face, and she loosened her grip on the sword.
  She thought for a moment and swiftly put her sword back away in the safety of her inventory. I released my breath which I had been holding for a large amount of time. I was shook with the shock of relief. I was alive.
  My eyes watched Asuna as she went to her bed, putting her up in a ponytail. "We're coming!" She shouted, not daring to put her eyes on me.
  She opened the door, and turned to me.
  "Don't think about doing anything." She told me, her voice stern but full of uncertainly. With that she walked out the door, shutting it and leaving me in the room.
  I breathed hard and fast as I let myself lay there on the floor. I couldn't go down there. I needed to process. I was too scared and in the middle of a panic attack. the beach was going to have to wait for a little bit.
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Kirito:

  We all waited for Asuna and Sasaki. Liz and Silica were in their swim suits along with Klein and I.Silica was in a red one piece, a floating device around her waist. Liz was is a two piece Bikini. It was pink with frills.
  Klein couldn't keep his eyes off Liz, his eyes flowing up and down at her with a smirk. He tried to hide his blush. Certainly his plan for the beach was working out for him.
  We then all saw Asuna walking down the stairs. She was in a white bikini with red rims around it. It looked oddly just like her armor. As she walked down she had a strange look on her face. I questioned why Sasaki wasn't there with her.
  Klein's eyes left Liz's body and directly went to Asuna's. He drooled. But I was unfazed by it. But I didn't ignore that fact that she did look good in the bathing suit.
  "Hey." Asuna told us as she approached the group. 
  "Sup. Where's Sasaki?" I asked her. Trying my best not to make a big deal in front of everyone.
  "She is still getting ready. She told us to go on ahead. She wouldn't want to  hold up the group." Asuna said a smile appearing on her face. I couldn't argue  with that. Sasaki would proabaly say something like that.
  Everyone started to walk out the door chatting about the beach but I stayed behind. Asuna stopped at the door and looked back at me.
  "You might not want to go up there. You don't know what would happen if you walk in on her changing." She told me jokingly.
  I laughed, and scratched the back of my neck. I knew she was right. So I took my lead and followed her out to the beach. I would see Sasaki in a bit. I had no need to worry. I sure hope she is OK though.
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  I sat on an orange beach towel, under an umbrella with Klein. It had been almost ten minutes and Sasaki has yet to come down with us. We had set up all the stuff and the girls were all in the water. Klein watched them in wonder and joy.
  "I wonder what Sasaki looks like in a Bikini." He said in a dream like state.
   I got angry quickly and rammed my arm into his stomach, making his tumble.
  "Chill out dude. I was kidding. Sasaki should be out soon. You don't need to worry. Maybe she decided to take a shower before you went in the water. I heard a lot of chicks do that." He told me sending me a glare.
  I sighed and nodded. I was thinking too hard. I should really just relax.
  I laid myself back into the beach towel, letting my skin absorb the Suns warmth. It was just like the real beach. The only thing that would make it better would be-
  "Sasaki! There you are! We've been waiting!" Klein yelled waving.
  I quickly stay up and turned my head. She was walking towards us, in her bathing suit which I must say looks pretty stunning. She looked shy and a little weird.
  But I couldn't stop my eyes from lingering on her suit.
  She came over and sat next to Klein, not saying a word. She looked closed up. She wasn't even sitting next to me. Was she ok?
  She watched the sand and didn't speak once. Klein shot me a look as if asking 'what did you do to her man?' And honestly I don't know what I did. Or why she looked upset. I just hoped it didn't last long, and if it was that bad that she would tell me about it.
  She sat uncomfortably as she sifted, her knees up to her chest, Her eyes never left the ground, as if they were glued by a nonexistence glue.
  I tried my best to try and speak to her but I didn't know what to say. Was it possible that she was upset? But she had been so happy to go to the beach earlier. I wonder what changed.
   At the end of the day nothing happened. Everyone went back inside because they were tired from the beach. And I never even got to talk to Sasaki. But we always talk better when we are alone. Maybe that's a good thing. After everyone got inside, Sasaki was the first in the shower, even though she never went into the water. It was going to be hard to talk to her so I waited until she got out and changed. I wanted to follow her into her room so we could talk.
But suddenly someone stood in front of me.
Asuna.
"Hey Asuna. Mind if I got and talk to Sasaki? She looks down." I told her, my hands behind my back. She giggled and smiles innocently at me, while at the same time she shut the room to her and Sasaki's room. My eyes grew wide.
"Sasaki needs rest! Not to mention that I wanted to go walk on the beach together with you." She told me, acting like a protective sister.
I didn't know what to say. Honestly I wanted to walk on the beach with Sasaki.
  Before I could argue or say anything. Asuna took my hand and hustled down the stairs, I was dragged out the door and into the cool air outside. I guess one walk with Asuna was fine. As long as Sasaki is getting some rest. But I do wish that she would let go of my hand.
   Was walked along the border of the beach. Continuing to say nothing.  It was very awkward. I finally broke the silence once we sat down next to the waves.
  "I hope Sasaki is ok. She looked upset earlier." As I did this tried my best to let go of Asuna's hand. But when I did her gripped tightened. I turned my head to her. She looked so upset for some reason. Her hand even started  shaking. "Asuna?" I asked her. She turned to face my finally.  She was crying...
   "I'm sorry Kirito!! I did something horrible! I'm a terrible person! I hurt Sasaki so I could be with you! I told her mean thing and I even threatened her! I'm such a terrible person!" She sobbed as she told me, my weed only grew wide.
   I was angry and Asuna knew this and she sobbed into her hands. No wonder she looked so down all day. My hand finally let go of her and I rose to my feet.
   She looked up in horror of what I was going to do. What she wasn't expecting was me to hold out my hand to her. But I still kept a pissed look on my face.
   "Asuna. I don't need to hear you cried that your sorry. You didn't hurt me. You hurt her. You need to go talk to her. Now. If you really feel bad about it then you'll stomp up there and give her what you have me." I explained to her.
   She slowly nodded her head and grabbed my hand. I pulled her off the ground. She took the time to gather herself up and wipe away her tears. Then I watched her as she ran off towards the house again.
I didn't want to do that. I clenched my fist. What I really wanted to do was punch Asuna so hard for even hurting Sasaki. I wanted to scream at her, and make her feel the fear that Sasaki had endured.
But I love Sasaki, and I need to have her solve her own problems. I need her to get threw this herself, or she won't be able to stand again.

Sasaki:

Suddenly my door was burst opened. I was shocked. It was loud and who ever burst in was now on the floor. I was just laying on my bed before. But I creeped to its edge to see who was on the floor.
It was Asuna.
My eyes widened and I wrapped my fingers around the headrest of the bed. There was only so many reason why she would burst into here.
But when she looked up at me, it Wasn't with an angered face, it was a fave stained with tears.
  Huh?
  She looked at me as I looked at her. She looked terrible. Had Kirito turned her down? I knew that must be it! I mean why would she-
   She tackled me,
   Into a Hug..
   I blinked as she sobbed into my shoulder. "I'm so sorry! I hurt you! I threatened you."

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   Kirito:

  We sat along the beach's coast line. Sasaki and I. She explained to me everything that happened. 

  "She came an apologize for everything. She didn't want to hurt me. She wants to be friends. I told her that it might take some time for me, but I want to be her friend too." She explained to me, leaning her head on my shoulders.

  "It's all my fault. I should have made it clear a long time ago like I liked you. I wouldn't have caused you so much trouble if I did that." I sighed, drawing my fingers in the sand.

  "That's not true. You can help being irresistible." She giggled.

  But I saw her pain crawling up her throat. Asuna had really scared her badly. So I held her closer to me, not wanting to let go of her once.

  Before I knew what was happening, her lips connected to mine.

  It was so surprising. The warmth, the heat, it was all mine, I kissed back with all my strength. Why did it have to end so quickly?

 She looked up at me, blushing like a red tomato.

  "I'm just upset Asuna kissed you first. i needed to get the next one."

  My eyes widened and I chuckled. Placing my forehead on hers and whispered.

  "Then you'll have the next million." 

  I pressed my lips against her again. 

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  Sasaki: 

   We were leaving the beach. I had everything in my hands. Asuna walked next to me instead of Kirito. Kirito was ahead putting bags away with Liz. "Hey Asuna! Come help us please!" Liz shouted from afar. Asuna stopped talking to me and nodded, walking ahead. I stopped her. "Hey Asuna!" I shouted to her. Her turned her head and looked back at me. "Where did you hear that phrase?" She knew what I was talking about. "I heard it from a guy I talked to in town. He seemed to know a lot about you." She told me. She smiled and ran to the car once more. I looked up to the blue sky. 

  Who? Who could know my darkest fears? How could he know something that I have never told anyone? Am I in danger? 

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