BAIKEN LOVE STORY

BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS

BAILEY'S POV

Mom's, still shocked of what happened a while ago. We're here on the bus standing,because it's full. On the way home, she started asking me what was wrong.

JUDIE: Bailey, what happened a while ago?

BAILEY: You did not saw him?

JUDIE: WHO?!

BAILEY: Him uhhh,........ Gabe.

JUDIE: Really? He's there? I didn't see him............ Are you happy about it?

BAILEY: Yes! He's here in LA. I already knew about that because I "WAS" stalking him and clemiclu and I talk about him sometimes. Of course I'm not happy about it! I just saw him at Rancho, that clearly means that Rancho is also his school.

JUDIE: What's the problem? Why are you trying to hide from him?

BAILEY: Mom, we're here. 

*and I quickly got outside*

JUDIE: Pumpkin, it's obvious. You're still not over him.

BAILEY: Mom, I don't wanna talk about it.

JUDIE: *Looking so worried* You want me to make you some burgers?

BAILEY: Nah, I don't feel like eating. Let's just go inside mom.

As I go inside I quickly walked up to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and I quickly drank a glass of water. I sat down on our mini bar, thinking of what happened a while ago. 

BAILEY: Why??????? Huhuhuhu. 

I bowed my head down on the table. I'm thinking so much, and all of it is negative thoughts. What am I even scared about? Huh? He's just a schoolmate no biggy.

BAILEY: Ughhhhhhhhh, I'm lying to myself. I need clemiclu.

So I walked upstairs and quickly invited Clem to skype. But she's not active. 

BAILEY: I'll just text her.

So I did, but it has been 20 minutes already yet she isn't replying. 

BAILEY: Clemiclu, I need you right now. *I say as I voice messaged her on messenger*

And I stopped. I think she's busy. Clem's not responding when I totally need her.  And so my negative thoughts fought the positive ones. I'm already lying down on my bed and I stared at the ceiling the whole time.

(BAILEY'S THOUGHTS)BT: 

NEGATIVE THOUGHT: You'll surely be a weirdo in school cause you'll keep hiding from him. You might even start eating at the girl's washroom. 

POSITIVE THOUGHT: But what if he's just there with his neighbor or friend or whoever he's close with because he's just accompanying that person?  

NEGATIVE THOUGHT: Lol, you're making yourself dumb. He's surely gonna bully you there ,you were so mean to him, you broke up with him without telling him the reason why!

POSITIVE THOUGHT: No bailey, listen. Surely he will ignore you. Don't let yourself lose your confidence, I know you can do it!

NEGATIVE THOUGHT: Hahahahahha! You guys are so funny, just face it Bailey he's going to return back the heartache you gave him.

Negative thought is winning but if I embraced the ones negative is telling I'll definitely be a loser. I'll just believe IN negative because I'm feeling that it's 99% true. But I gotta do what positive thought is saying I won't let it come to me. 

BAILEY: Yeah that's right bailey! Everything will eventually be okay. Ugh who am I kidding?! No it won't!

So to forget this problem I kept myself busy by surfing the internet. Notifications are about to explode. I got curious and opened it.