Chapter 3- I know you feel it.

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Chapter 3-

*Sandras POV*

"I just feel so ugly compared to them, like their so perfect seriously, Did you see her face! How can someones skin be so clear? Its just not fair." Sarah sobbed into my shoulder in her room as we talked about what just happend. "Sarah don't you ever say that them tramps are better than you, Your way ahead of them in personality, looks, Everything! Your perfect Sarah!" I told her as I stroked her hair soothingily. "Thanks" Sarah said sitting up and drying her eyes. "The boys shouldn't have brought girls like that back to our home. They won't be doing it again i promise you." I said giving her one last hug before she went into have a shower for school tomorrow. "Its not their fault i guess, they didn't know what them girls were like?" Sarah said lastly before going into the bathroom. "I guess, See you at dinner!" I shouted as she turned the shower on. "Ok!" She shouted back. I slowly made my way back downstairs and into the kitchen. "Is she okay?" Ryan asked as i got myself a glass from the press. "Yeah, She'll be alright" I replied sternly while pouring myself a drink of apple juice. "Were really sorry Sandra, We didn't know they would be like.. that." Justin apologized from the kitchen table. He sounded sincere and honest. "Its okay, Just don't bring girls home here again unless you know what they are like okay?" I replied with a smile. "We won't , We promise" Ryan said putting his hand on his chest as if to emphasis the seriousness of his promise. "Lets forget about it, What do you guys want for dinner?"

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"I know, I'm sorry, Its just i went back to school today and my brothers back from a trip and he has brought a friend to stay for a while and i just completly forgot, Ive had a lot on." I begged down the phone to my boss. I forgot about my first day at my new job with all that happend today. And now im fired. Great.. I sighed as i put down the phone and stared at the wall ahead of me. "Boyfriend problems?" A voice questioned from behind me. I turned to see it was Justin. "No.. I just got fired from my new job.." I replied rubbing my forehead. "Oh.. Why?" He asked sitting down across the table from me. "I didn't show up for my first day.. So he said that i'm not the type of person he wants working for him." I sighed looking down at my phone. "That sucks.. Well i can ask Mom to send you some more money each month?" Justin suggested kindly. "No.. Its fine, Really, Your mom sends so much as it is." I said truthfully. "I know but still!" He insisted. "No its fine..!" I protested. Pattie really does help us out alot so it would be rude to ask for more money. We can get by its just difficult sometimes. *Ring Ring* "Hello?" I answered my phone hoping it was my boss tellin me im un-fired. "Hey babe.." Yeah, Its not my boss. "Hey Derek.." I sighed not really in the mood to talk with him right now. "What you doing?" He questioned, Obviously wanting to do something. "I'm kinda busy right now.. could i ring you later?" I said slowly, proving that i just wasn't in the mood. "Yeah sure babe, Everythin alright?" He asked concerningly. I looked over towards Justin who was staring at me like i had killed somebody. "Yeah..Talk to ya later, Love you!" "Okay, Love you too babe." He said before hanging up. "How long you been with him for?" Justin asked with a angry tone to his voice. "3 months.." I replied trying to read his facial expression. But it was just blank. Why are boys so hard to read? "Oh.." He replied looking down at his hands. "Look, about what happend in the kitchen yesterday-" Justin started but soon had to stop as Ryan entered the room. "Dinner almost ready?" He questioned rubbing his eyes. "Almost.."I said awkwardly, afraid Ryan might have heard something. "Cool" He said sitting down.

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"DINNER!" My voice filled the house as i heard footsteps coming from all directions all heading to one place, The dinner table. "Yumm! Burgers, Chips and Salad!" Sarah chimed as she sat down and started eating. Soon the boys were at the table and so was I. "This taste awful Sandy." Ryan joked. "Nobodys forcing you to eat it" I smiled at him. "You are" He said with a pout. He is in a strange mood this evening? "No i'm not" I said laughing. "Your in a werid mood this evening Ryan? Whats happening?" I smiled at him once again. "Ryans in luurrveee" Justin teased, nudging Ryan in the ribs. "Shut up.. I am not.." He said smirking. "You are..!" Justin continued to tease him. "Shut up!" Ryan said throwing some of his salad at Justin. "Oh you wanna bring the food into this?" Justin said picking up a handful of salad and threating to throw it at Ryan. "Bring it on" Before i knew it we were all throwing food at each other. Ryan tackled Sarah to the ground and starting throwing Chips in her face. I ran upstairs chased by Justin and into my room. I tried to keep him out by holding the door but he was stronger than me and pushed his way in. He tackled me onto the bed and sat on top of me pinning my hands above my head. It was slightly werid but i kind of enjoyed it. "I surrender! Please! Dont!" I screamed. He stared down at me with a handfull of chips covered in ketchup in his hand as i squinted my eyes shut preapring for impact. "Okay, I wont throw this at you on one condition.." He whispered looking behind him see if there was someone there. "What?! Ill do Anything? I dont want ketchup in my hair!" I shouted half laughing. I did not expect what escaped his lips next. "Kiss me.." He whispered leaving his lips inches away from mine. I couldn't help but laugh thinking he was joking, But he wasn't. I stared into his hazel brown eyes and tried my hardest not to look at his perfect lips. "I can't Justin.." I whispered back as i felt his hand slid down my cheek onto my neck. "Just do it, I wont tell Anyone.." He whispered leaning in and closing his eyes. I was shocked. I had no choice but to knee him in the balls. "OW!" He screeched as he grabbed his private area in pain. "Justin.. I have a boyfriend.." I half shouted , half whispered at him. He didn't respond, He was too busy in pain. "And your best friends with my lil brother? What is wrong with you?" I said looking out into the hall to make sure Ryan and Sarah weren't listening or something. "Don't pretend you don't feel it aswell Sandra.." He said slowly as he got up and regained his composure. "I'm not pretending Justin, I have a boyfriend.. Do i strike you as the cheating type?" I said angryily staring right at him. I lied about the first part. I do feel it.. But theres too many things stopping me and too many risks. "No.. Derek is a jerk anyways? What do you even see in him? I'm sure he's...Never mind.." Justin said frustrated, changing the end of his sentence? why? "Oh so the guy who stood up for you yesterday and thinks your a really nice kid is a jerk?" I said ignoring his change of ending in his previous sentence. "You don't understand.. I want to tell you but its not my place.." He said avoiding eye contact with me. "Tell me?" I demanded. "No.." "Justin Please?" "Go ask Derek about it.." He replied simply before storming out of the room.. What is he on about?

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