Her Fate

Chapter 10

Back to his words

Sa kasalukuyan ay naninirahan na ako sa bahay namin.

Matapos ng kasalan ay parang normal lang yung pakikitungo namin sa isat-isa. Walang honeymoon pero magkatabi kaming matulog at laking pasasalamat ko na walang nangyayaring ganun sa amin. Sadyang, pareho kaming pagod at ni-isa sa amin ay di rin nagsalita tungkol dun.

At first, naninibago ako pero sa mga nagdaang araw ay nakapag-adjust naman rin ako. Kami lang dalawa ang naninirahan dito at sa maniwala kayo sa hindi, bahay nya pala toh. Hindi basta-bastang bahay lang siya na animoy ordinaryo lamang.

No, an ordinary house would not give justice for what I've expected but it is his manly mansion. Buong akala ko nga ay nakatira lang siya sa isang magarang condominium but I'm wrong of guessing that he's not that kind of a typical one.

And horray for our 1 month being husband and wife--- no scratch that but his slave wife. Though, ganun talaga at pinandigan ko na nga. Pinaglinis na ako't lahat and for what he meant as being his slave in his office gives me a wrong idea of by guessing that I would be his new secretary. A sort of true but not in his office which is in their building but only in his house, where in I could just clean up, and stock up, and sort all his files that's all.

To describe my life, ----Prison

And I wasn't given the chance to have my say on this prenup but by his word, this is our commandment and no one but only me and him knows the prenup that we have in here.

Back to the present, never pa akong nakalabas ng bahay, ni mabisita man lang sila dad and mommy, ay di ko rin magawa kasi ni kotse at pera ay wala rin ako. And yes, this is part of the prenup, that I'm not given nor granted as well to have his part of finances and even I could share, he won't accept it. But all the expenses will be charge up to him if were under in his turf. Yan lang at bukod tanging yan lang ang magagastos nya sa pagsasama namin.

Hahays, what a sad life that I've had here. Miss ko na ang pagiging teacher sa mga batang lansangan as well as sa mga dati ko pang mga nakasanayan ko nang activities and all I could do is to felt sorry for that.

I realized, since that incident that we've first met down to the present, here I am and already his wife for nothing and am always be ungrateful for he knows what my weaknesses is.

I was currently washing up the utensils and suddenly stop and heard the sound of his car. Well obviously his here and I do wonder why his early. It's not that I care, but occasionally his home by 9, 10 and so on and sometimes not at all. And when  I checked the clock and saw that its 7 pm.

I was done and gone to check if what his up to but I never expected this by seeing this kind of situation that unfortunately surprise me though.

Two people gone groping like the world cannot be wait for this and here I am saying I'm flabbergasted. As if, I was watching a live porn here and its kinda weird that I've felt ouchie? Or just that I thought so.

So by the time that I cannot move and the girl already noticed me, she ungratefully stop but still clung to him. She even asked if what am I doing here in our house but my great dear husband of mine said that I am only just the maid and by that he orders me to give them privacy?

And so I began to walk out and gone to my room and lock myself. And when I was about to sleep, I just realized that I've cried so hard and keep on asking why? What did life had done to me? Where did I go wrong? Do I just deserve this?

Then it comes to a point that---yeah.

Maybe this would be my sweetest kind of pain before I'll be gone and drift away.