Hey my name is Jessie and I am 12 years old. I used to be shy before but now im even more shy. I don't speak to anyone I only speak to my sister Emma. Its all my dads fault. He abuses me and my sister. I don't cut though. I thought about doing it once but I knew my mom would be disappointed. I know my sister cuts. She told me she would stop but I have caught her doing it. I don't want her to know I know though. The only thing that makes me feel better is music especially one direction. My sister likes them too. Our dad beats us if he sees us listening to music though.