One Choice

Impossible Possibilities

Kian's POV

It's been two months, and Alixx hasn't woken up yet. I'm worried about her so much...and I'm worried about Sam and Isaac. I thought after a little while they'd start to work things out but it's only gotten worse. We go up to the hospital every day and sit with Alixx, hoping that she'll wake up. It's terrible, and I think Isaac's starting to go a little crazy. She keeps saying that she can hear Alixx talking to her and touching her, it's kind of sad, watching her slowly go insane without her best friend.

We got home one night and all sat down in the living room and starting watching tv. Isaac stood up an lumbered over to the stairs.

"I'm...gonna go take a shower." She said.

"Okay." We said.

She walked up the stairs and we didn't think anything about it.

About an hour later I decided to run upstairs to get my phone since I'd forgotten it up there earlier. I walked past the bathroom, and when I walked past I stepped in something wet. I looked down at the floor and saw water leaking out from under the door. I listened through the door and the water was still running. I knocked on the door.

"Isaac? You okay in there?"

I waited for a second, not hearing a response. I knocked again. "Isaac?" I reached down for the handle and opened the door. I walked in the bathroom and screamed.

"SAM!"

Isaac was laying in the bathtub in her clothes, and there was blood rolling down her wrists. Her eyes were still open, but they were struggling to stay open. I heard footsteps running up the stairs and he bust into the bathroom.

"What, what happ-" He looked down at Isaac. "NO!"

He ran over to the tub, jumping into it with her and lifting her up by her armpits. Quickly I turned off the faucet. He dragged her out of the tub and I helped.

"Isaac, keep your eyes open, okay baby?" Sam said, patting her cheek. "Come on.."

We carried her into Sam's room and lay her on the bed.

"Call 911! Sam yelled at me. I nodded and ran into my room, dialing the number and explained to them what had happened. I ran back into the room.

"They're on their way." I said, looking at Sam. He was straddling her waist, crying and holding rags to her wrists to stop the bleeding. I ran over and helped.

"I'm sorry" was the last thing that came from her lips before her eyes slowly closed for the last time.

Alixx's POV

 "GO GO WE'RE LOSING HER!" i could hear a doctor yell to another doctor, I'm guessing.

"you have to wait out here" I hear a nurse say to someone "its my fault" said a familiar voice, I know that voice anywhere,,,,,? Sam. Why would Sam be here? Maybe just to check up on me, but then why would the nurse tell him to wait in the waiting room, nothings wrong with me, all of the sudden Sam comes into my room crying

"C'mon Alixx, you can't go now, you've got to wake up, Isaac" he sobbed "Isaac is dying, she couldn't live without you, you are two halves of a whole, that night, when you and Kian got into that huge fight , and you tried to kill yourself, Kian saved you and said that he didn't want to be in a world with out you, well he's been starving his self, he wont eat and he just started coming out of his room, but Isaac, what did she say to you that night? When you two were on the couch cuddling?" he asked me

"I cant live with out you" i said but he couldn't hear me, I started to scream it for his attention.

"I cant live with out you!" I scream again but he just sits there

"I CANT LIVE WITH OUT YOU, I CANT LIVE WITH OUT YOU, SHE SAID SHE COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT ME AND I LET HER DOWN, I LEFT HER ALONE IN THE WORLD I CANT LIVE WITH OUT YOU!" I scream to him

I sit down next to him, I say it one last time, but this time i whisper it.

Sam's POV

I look at Alixx for some explanation, knowing I'm not getting one, I don't know why but I just wait there for what seems like forever. But then I look up to Alixx's face I can see her lips move in the smallest measurements "I can't live with out you" she whispers ever so quietly.

Alixx's POV

I sit down next to Sam, I go to say it one last time, but I whisper it, I'm not next to Sam anymore. I'm laying down in the hospital bed, I can see Sams eyes widen and start to water he hugs me really tight and I hug back,

"KIAN!" Sam yells loud enough to bust my ear drums

Kian comes walking into the room not even bothering to look at me, he just looks at his feet, i can see his eyes. Red, puffy, blood shot.  Sam gets up and steps back smiling, he takes a minute but he eventually looks up his eyes meeting mine, his eyes water as he runs up to my bed, he climbs on top of me hugging me tighter then Sam did, crushing me, but I didn't mind, he straddled my waist, shoving his face in my neck with his arms wrapped around my torso.

"I missed you so much" he said not letting me go

"I know, I could hear you,....... and ummm- Isaac could hear me missing you" i say not looking at him

"Wait, Isaac could actually hear you?" he asks

"yes Kian" I laugh.

"......Isaac" i ask

"I can't live without you, she meant it" Sam said looking down to the floor

"what!?" i scream

Sam walks out but not Kian, I jump out of bed throwing my hair into a messy bun and throwing my dress off, grabbing my clothes and slipping them on, not really caring that Kian just saw me naked.

I run out of the room and go up to Sam

"Whata room?" I asked pissed off

"448, why?" he asks

I don't asnswer i just walk down the north hall way, a nurse comes up to me recognizing me and puts her hands on my shoulders and turns me around.

"C'mon sweetie we cant get out of bed until the doctor says so" she said kinda bitchy

"Fuck that" i say still pissed throwing her hands off from me.

I keep walking to Isaac's room and burst the door open, to see her in the bed sleeping.

"No get your ass up now, 'I cant live without you', you remember that 'you cant leave me' yeah ya fucking remember that? I woke up for you and this is how you repay me?!? NO FUCK THAT!" I scream, Kian walks into the room and grabs my shoulders turning me to him.

"It's not going to help" he says hugging me

"no she's not allowed to leave me, I-I woke up for her and she is here unconscious, she cant do that to me" I said crying into his chest

"It's okay baby" He lifts my chin with his finger and wipes away my tear with his thumb.