Off with the Makeup

The Feelings I Have

His eyes widen as mine close.

I remain there for a minute or two and part. My eyes open slowly to see his closed and mouth very slightly open. His beautiful brown eyes open to meet mine. Evan's voice softly speaks. "Why did you...?" I shrug. "I don't know... my body just wanted to see what it was like... It just wanted to do that for a long time..." He stares at me with a small gleam. A smile appears gently on the corners of his mouth. "I wanted you to do that for a long time." My heart automatically skips a  beat. 

Evan picks me up bridal style and sets me couch. He grins and goes back to the kitchen,picking up the bloody thread and needle he used to sew my wounds together. I lean my head back on the arm rest and sigh. I cant believe he didn't yell... or worse punch me right in the face.  We've been friends for years now but I wanted to be more than that. And my chance might finally be here. He comes back in and rests on the back of the couch above my head. "So... where can i take that and you've promised me earlier?" I jump. "You're not going to leave?" He shrugs. "Only if you want me to." My body jolts forward and stares at him. "No! Please! It's lonely without you here... I feel like an asshole for yelling like that and stuff." 

Evan smiles softly. "Hey its alright. I deserved it." I smirk slightly. "Yes you did." He scoffs. "Oh wow thanks!" We both chuckle for a long minute. I rest back on the couch and stare up at him. "You can take your nap anywhere to be honest. There's my room and the couch. The guest room has all my computer shit and my new console." He smiles. "Ok."

I close my eyes and rest my leg on top of the couch. A thump hits the floor beside me and a small pressure goes against my side. My eyes open slightly and looks down at him. He sits quietly on the floor with a red leather jacket over his chest and arms. His head rests gently on my side and the edge of the couch. Grinning, my eyes start to close and mind starts to shut down. 

I wake to a dark and quiet room. The TV shut off and kitchen lights black.Realization hit me when i didn't feel the heaviness of his head on my side. My body slowly sits up and looks around quietly. "Ev-Evan?" Nothing. I slide off the couch and start to wander the house for him. A small whimper comes from upstairs. Immediately, i hurry up the stairs and see my door partially open. My bed sheets are off of the bed and lay on the cold, grey/black carpet. Next to them, a shaking poor Vanoss. "Evan! Are you alright?"I say hurrying into the room and picking him off the ground. "It was just a nightmare. Its ok Jon..." He smiles gently. But clearly, that was bullshit. I set him down gently and examine his muscular body. His abs and muscles show through his skin tight shirt. I bite my lip but my eyes widen when i reach his hand. Inside it was a small silver rectangle and on it blood. My eyes trail up to his wrist and the top of his hand. Cuts line it but not to deep. My jaw drops slightly. "Ev....why did you...?!" 

Evan begins to sob loudly and rest his head on my chest. "I couldn't take it anymore... I'd rather die then face my family with this... and Tyler is such a cunt for making me do this to you...I'm ruining everyone's lives with my messes." 

I gently grab the blade from his hand and set it on the nightstand. "You're not ruining my life... you're making it come alive again..."

 His eyes slightly widen and looks up at me. "W-what?" A smile hits my lips as his brown eyes gleam in the light from the moon. I bring up my thumb and wipe away the tears. "Every time I see you, my heart jumps and it makes me so happy. Like when you came to my place." 

Evan continues to stare as I spoke. I bite my lip again and look away. "Sorry that was super cheesy." He chuckles and suddenly kisses my cheek. My heart flutters happily. I look back at him and our lips connect instead of with my cheek again. We both blush but go with it. He moves forward and kisses me passionately while putting his arm around my neck. I smile into it and kiss him back. Catching his bottom lip, my tongue licks the bottom of it seductively. Evan's body shivers and grips my shirt. He grins and opens his mouth, allowing me to enter. I lick his tongue gently and he moans into it. My body shivers and laughter erupts from him.

 Personally... This is going to be one hell of a night.

(Hello! This is your captain speaking! Yeah I wasn't sure if you guys wanted smut or not so you can decide! Just let me know but things are getting steamy! Anyway, enjoy your evening and let the ship sail!)