Please don't fucking kill me for not updating in a while.....
Today Bea and I were going shopping. I was so excited. It's been about a month since the fight. It's so hard keeping that shit from Bea. I really want to tell her but I don't know if I can. Fuck. I really don't want her knowing about my past. It was time to leave I got in the car with Bea and we left. We talked about the weather and shit. She hasn't assumed anything was wrong with me so that's good.
I opened the door to the house. Bea had dropped me off because I was feeling "sick". I really just couldn't do it anymore. Hearing her talk about the new shoes and how awesome they were. So she went back to shopping after she dropped me off. " Hello, is anyone home?" I asked. I wanted to see if jerkface was home. "Yes I'm here." Nate said. Maybe I should talk to him about our deal. "Hey, can I come in?" I asked while knocking on his door. "Yeah." Nate said. "So I wanted to talk about our deal. I don't think I can keep it from her for any longer." I said. He just stared at me with a sad expression on his face. "Come here." He said pointing to the seat next to him. "Ok." I said. He stared at me coldly. "I don't know what to do. I can't afford to lose Bea." He said. "Yeah same here." I siad sarcasticly. We just stared at each other for a while. His face came closer to mine. I wanted to move but I couldn't. I was in a trance. He was just so hot. Then it happened. His cold fist collided with my face. I fell to the floor. All I saw was black.
I woke up in his bed. I rubbed my eyes. I looked around. He wasn't in here. Wait why am I in his bed? Ok let me retrace my steps. I came home. I went to his room to talk to him. He asked me to sit down. He punched me. I blacked out. Now I'm here. Oh God. Did he.. I looked down at my naked body. Shit. I looked at my arms they were bruised. I felt tears running down my face..
Sorry for the cliffy guys..love yall
