Our Love

Asking her

I woke up and noticed that zane was hugging me and it w by the waist and it was kind of romantic but it was more annoying so i didn't move because i couldn't his arms were to strong for me to even try anything so i just laid there not moving a muscle.

When i saw zane was waking up i decided to pretend i was still asleep so that he does not know that im awake and to check if tries to do anything but for some reason the way he touched me made me feel  like i was protected from any danger in this world and it was making me feel weird I've never experienced this feeling before it was so foreign but it felt so right being next to him I just didn't know how to react I just didn't know how maybe he isn't such a bad thing after all but maybe he just just trying to hurt me and then show me and then throw me away like I'm a piece of trash because that kind of man only cares for himself he doesn't care about the problems the problems that other people experience that make other people feel not loved maybe he is that way maybe no one ever made him feel loved he was alone but that doesn't mean he can go around in her people just for his pleasure.

Zane's POV

I woke up just to see erza asleep and with my arms around her waist and i couldn't help it she was just to perfect i kept having the feeling to just kiss her I've never felt this way before about anyone no one has ever loved me and I just don't know how to react to see someone that I wanted to take care of a person that makes me feel this special but but but maybe she just she will never love me not after what I've done people like me are not here to be accepted because I've done a lot of bad things to hurt this Village for my own pleasure to see people hurt to see people die makes me feel less mad or sad about who I am or what I've done.

But i knew that i couldn't do that maybe if i ask her out she will say yes and become the light to the darkness in my heart that I've felt for a long time but I knew she wouldn't accept it after what he's done again and again she would never trust me or even love me but then I saw then I saw her eyes moving the lids of her eyes moving I knew she was awake that's why I didn't try to do anything she would try to kill me if I ever try to do something like that people like me are not meant to love they're meant to destroy.

But then we heard knocking we heard laurance's voice screaming saying "wake up erza wake up" and erza got up and changed quickly while i pretended to be asleep that's why I pretended to be asleep I started thinking maybe if I show her that I've changed Maybe she would change your feelings towards me maybe we can become great friends because I just had to try.

( time skip 3 weeks later)

It's been about 3 weeks since erza started to take care of me and I've developed feelings for her and we actually became pretty good friends she helped me change without me even noticing and today was the day the day i will ask her to be mine.

As i was walking though phoenix drop i saw erza buying some stuff maybe groceries for the next two weeks but before i could even ask her laurance came up to me and asked me how was i doing, " much better thanks to your sister " i said but then he grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and said "dont you even dare try to get close to her or even think that she will return the same feelings that you have she will never fall for someone so stupid and because guess what I've told her about how what you have done to this Village she knows that you have hurt her friends and your family just by me telling her that she would never ever hurt her feelings for you she was just hating you even if she is your friend now" i couldn't belive what he just said he knew that i was going to ask her out but how?
Then laurance said as he walked away "oh and you wanna know how i knew that because of the way you've been looking at her and the way you act different only when she is around.

After my little argument with laurance i went to see Erza but she was acting very strange since idk but it's not her normal self like she stutters more and gets red every time im close, could she like me maybe i should just ask her. . . . . .yeah that what i'll do.

While i was going back home instead because maybe laurance may be looking at incase i try anything with erza.
When i got home i saw erza was already cooking i went up to her and asked "erza may i ask you something"        "o-of c-course zane I'm all ears"she said " well i was wondering if you liked anyone in the village" she just looked at me with her eyes wide open and her face looking like a tomato maybe she does like someone                
Erza's Pov

It's been 3 weeks since I started to take care of Zane it feels weird I just don't know how to explain it I start to feel butterflies when I'm around him  I just get so nervous I just start stuttering for no reason  even when he is not here and I just think about him I thought I was going to hate him my whole life but maybe not I see how he has changed maybe he does want to do good he just was alone in this whole world maybe he was just meant to be with me to be with me and he was made for me to love him how could zane ask that and plus is none of his business who i like because maybe its him or someone else you never know maybe i like the way his eyes look under the moonlight and the way he always smiles at me ( yes I've seen him without a mask)ok fine i do like him but still is none of his business. "Why do you want to know zane is not like you care who i like it's not like you care about me do you besides I mean i do like someone" i said while my face looked like someone just dumped  red pain all over my face but still try to smile then he started to get closer to me  he was closing the gap between us  then  without a warning he just went up to me and kissed me i wanted to do something but i couldn't move i just since I was so shocked my body feels numb then he picked me up and threw me in the bed and i still couldn't move i don't know why but i couldn't then something that is definitely not appropriate for kids happened(no lemon i just can't my parents don't  let me).

(Next morning)

Erza's POV

I woke up feeling kind of sore at first i couldn't figure out why but then i remember that me and zane !O MY IRENE! I had sex with the person that Village hates i yelled well mentally yelled so i wouldn't wake zane up and i tried to get up but he had his hand against my waist and i couldn't move again so i just grabbed his hand slowly and put it somewhere else that wasn't my naked body but before i could walk to the restroom he grabbed my hand and pull me back to bed with him and asked " do you want to be my girlfriend"  i couldnt talk it did not what to say he then hugged me and kissed my forehead then he said "don't answer me so quickly take your time and then I really want you to be mine I would like to I saw you I thought you were beautiful you have become the light to the darkness inside of me and I want to thank you for that just please let me hear your answer as soon as possible because without you I'm incomplete. and then he let me go so i could take a shower.
As i was washing my self i started to think what would laurance think of all of this he is not in good terms with zane after all he did with phoenix drop i just i......we have to keep it a secret from from every single person in Phoenix drop but then I started to realize that I really like him I really want to spend the rest of my life with him all these butterflies in my stomach every time he talked to me I started stuttering for no reason but he was around he made me feel special sometimes he cooked dinner for us and I thought today right now when I get out of the shower may go up to him I see that you like him maybe not the best idea to say it I know my brother is not going to be so happy she ever finds out that I'm dating Zane but I guess it never hurts to try like my mom once said people change people learn from their mistakes and sometimes they just need a little push and sometimes they need a need a second chance they deserve a second chance.