Lexi calm down I said to my two month old daughter.
Sorry let me introduce myself, I'm Sierra Anna Donavan.
I got pregnant when I was 17, I'm 18 now and I grew up a lot in a year I didn't really have a choice.
I currently live in California with Lex my daughter. My mom kicked me out when I told her I was pregnant and my dad well he left when I was seven he died in a car crash on his way from work.
I know you may ask who is the dad of your daughter and where is he.
Well his name is Taylor Michael Caniff and we were dating since we were 13 to 17. So 4 years.
The thing is he didn't know I was pregnant. When I found out I didn't want to tell him so I broke up with him because I didn't want this to mess up his career.
So I blocked him out and blocked him on social media and I blocked his phone number.
When we broke up I became depressed and almost lost Lexi. So I got myself together and worked hard because she was the only one I had left.
Well lets move on. When I had Lexi I got back on social media so a month ago was when I got back on. I was a little nervous about going back on so I waited a month.
Turns out the fans still remember me and Im going to digi tour next week and I already agreed. So there is no going back.
I am so excited. So I checked who is going and one name made my heart race.
I saw Taylor Caniff's name in bold letters on my laptop right below my name. Right now Im terrified because I have to bring Lexi.
What is he going to say?
How is he going to react?
He is going to find out!!
He is going to hate you!!
He is going to regret you and Lexi!
He has a girlfriend and she is way prettier than you!
All these thoughts swarmed my head and it killed me and shattered my heart. Oh my god Im having a panic attack. Breath breath breath breath breath. Its okay Sierra. Its all okay. Calm down.
After about ten minutes I am okay so I go check on Lexi and she is okay sleeping peacefully thank god.
I go to sleep hoping it will all be okay. And it will be okay next week for the whole month. And hopefully me and Lexi will be okay.
