I laid in the dark with my headphones on, it was then when I realized that everything in my sorrounding was about love. Movies had their typical love story, so did books and songs; sure not everything but it is what kept people comming back to the movie theaters and what makes us re-read, and play that song over and over again. It was what kept the ratings high because there can't be a movie,book or song without atleast one love story or some sort of romance or heartbreak. You might think that I'm insane for not believing but the thruth is that I do, everyone does it's what keeps us going and wanting more. It's what keeps our families united and close, it's what makes our friendships stronger and loyal but it is also that one thing that makes us imagine and hallucinate that one day we'll meet "the one", and thats why my friends; I don't believe. I don't believe in that other half, I don't believe in that special someone. I never saw love shown Infront of me from my parents or grandparents or family members. It's hard to believe that there's someone out there for everyone including myself. For some of you, you might think that I think this way because I've never been in love or because I'm way to insecure of myself meaning that I don't love myself enough to let someone else love me. But what if we play everything backwards. That all the love we need is from our families, that all we need is to love ourselves unconditionally and to give love not to that "one" person but to everyone. This is me and I see everything backwards, actually I'm backwards.
