//Rebel love song// Andy Biersack

Part 3

*Bea's POV*

As I turned the key in my front door I was so relieved to see it empty. I dropped my bag and board down and got 2 monsters from the fridge. I handed one to Andy and gestured towards my car I got in and he did too shortly after. "Where are we going?" He asked. "It's a surprise I told him and he nodded accepting it and I just drove. I knew exactly where I would take him first, it was my favourite shop. It sold loads of rock vinyls, things like Pink Floyd, AC/DC, KISS, Motley Crue and stuff like that, it was pretty awesome.  They always had good music playing not any electro/ pop shit.

As we pulled up I told Andy about the shop and he seemed thrilled. I think he would spend a lot of time here. "Thanks for taking me here you didn't have to Bea." He said I smiled "Oh this is just the start." I joked and then laughed. He winked at me and I blushed. Ugh why do I blush at such little things!?

To get away from my embarrassment I pulled him inside the shop. We browsed for a good half hour until we both found a couple vinyls got them and hopped back into the car. It was about 5:00 now and this nice restaurant was a 15 minute drive away so I decided to go there next. It was a little rustic Italian place I knew I would have to eat something to hid my ED so I though pizza might be easy enough to 'eat' but I can just nibble and put the rest in a tissue to throw away, my plan was full proof. When we got there we sat down and ordered a pizza to share. There was kinda an awkward silence for a while and then he spoke up "so tell me more about yourself Bea" I looked at him puzzled "uh well what do you want to know?" "Hmm how about we make up 20 questions and both answer them then?" I nodded it seemed fair enough. He pulled out his phone and typed up 20 questions, we both answered and learnt a lot about each other. Especially how we are both obsessed with batman.

Right after we finished that our food came. Andy was stuffing his face like I thought he would meanwhile I nibbled at a few slices but hid the rest in the little tissue pocket I made in my bag. I thought I was in the all clear but Andy stopped me while I was putting another slice in my bag "Bea what are you doing?" He said laughing "oh um uh nothing." He started to look suspicious now "let me see your bag then," he insisted. I shook my head no but he still got it. I hid my head in my hands because I thought he would be so mad at me but I just felt his arms wrap around my thin torso. "You don't have to do this to yourself Bea, you are already beautiful." I looked up at him with teary eyes, no one had ever said this to me. He held me close and kissed my temple. My stomach was jumping in circles, all I could think was HOLY SHIT Andy just kissed my temple and said I was beautiful!!!!!! I hope we do become more than just friends.

We payed and I led him back to my car. "I have one more stop and I saved the best till last" I said. He nodded, I knew he would love this place. It was this little cliff I often go to to get away from things it overlooks a small beach cove and there is a meadow on the top. It is perfect for stargazing and just relaxing. It took us about 20 minutes to get there and by now it was around 7:30 and it was already dark which was perfect! The sky was also perfectly clear.

When we got there I parked my car and got a blanket out. I lay it on the grass and sat down. There were so many stars tonight and it was so peaceful and beautiful. I was gazing and then I felt Andy sit down next to me. "Wow this is beautiful Beatrix" ugh why does his voice have to be so low and husky. He sounds like an angel. He giggled and I realised I had been staring at him. I blushed and then looked back up at the stars. We stayed silent the whole time for about half an hour. I suggested we should leave as it was already 8:15. So we got back in the car I dropped Andy home and he thanked me for showing him around and then I went home myself.

As soon as I got home I tried to dash up the stairs but it was useless. My brother grabbed my arm and slapped my face. "And where were you slut!?" He screamed at me. I could feel tears streaming down my cheeks "I-I w-was s-showing a friend around t-t-town." I replied truthfully. He laughed slapped me again and through me onto the couch he got a lighter out of his pocket and burnt three lines on each of my shoulders, he slapped my face again and burnt my cheek, then dragged me up the stairs. He through me into my room and slammed the door.

I flopped onto my bed and let all my tears out. I went to the bathroom to look for my shiny friend that never leaves me. I made one cut, two, three, four and suddenly there were about twenty on each of my wrists. I washed off all the blood but all I could hear were voices saying 'you deserved this, why can't you just kill yourself already?' With that I cried again, wrapped the cuts in bandage and got under my duvet. I cried myself to sleep that night. The best night of my life had just turned into one of the worst

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