family is more then a word (Adopted By Phan)

chapter 19

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Tilly pov
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the pain was getting worse I was getting bullied for being Dan and Phil child I don't no why but it was getting to much aria was helping but she couldn't so I sat there on my bed angle and me shared a room we bought her some things and I had mine they were all in the living room thinking I was doing homework but what I was going to do was something more I grabbed my pencil sharpener and unscrewed the blade so I fell in my hand and I put the bits of sharpener so I got off my bed and made my way to the bathroom and locked the door behind me I stop over the sink and cut my arms didn't like the pain at first but then my body got use to it and before I knew I had gone up to my elbow creases luckily I saw that before I cut the vain I walked back to my.room and put a hoddie on and walked out my room tho continued every night for a week and then Dan caught me I was sat on my bed with no hoddie on and he walked in before I had time to react he had already noticed it "tilly what are these?" Dan asked concerned pointing to my scares "um I cut...." I whispered Dan must of herd "no no no! Tilly no oh my god tilly" he said crying before I could tell him something phil and angel barged in the room "angel get out" I said "why?"she asked "please angel it important you can play on my mac book it is in the living room" she ran off to play with that while Phil was trying to clam Dan down I sat there guilty and upset "sorry......." I said quite but loud enough for Dan and phil to here " it okay" Dan said opening his arms for a hug I hugged him and nether wanted to let go the night was long me telling Dan and Phil why I did it and hugs.