Prologue
what is this? this thing that im feeling? i havent felt it since forever.. well i potrayed it i just didnt feel it. Its been so long since i felt happy.. this past year ive just been an emotional wreck tbh the things that i felt, the ways that i acted i honestly cant forgive myself.
Know, in this moment, i am living.. i feel alive. Know in this moment i cant imagine what made me start doing what i did to myself. But to figure that out i have to go all the way back to that place.. that place in me that i swore i would never look because it was so horryfying.
This is my story.
