In different aspects of my life, I can see myself in A big city.
I know I'm supposed to be a successful person who will get married and raise kids. I know I'm supposed to go to a college and become an engineer.
-that's what they want me to do.
But then I see myself as an artist or musician. I see myself sitting on a balcony overlooking the city lights, a cigarette and coffee in my hand.
Music blaring from my one room apartment. I see myself living alone- but happy.
That's honestly my big dream.
My desire.