All she wanted was to fit in . To know that she belonged. She thought if she lost her curves or dressed a certain way boys would finally start to notice her or the pretty girls would want to go shopping with her . ..time passed. She started changing seeing things differently . A bigger picture you can say. She didn't want to try to wear nice clothes anymore or try to have Victoria secret model body . It's not that she gave up she just realized who she was . And if she had to wear nice clothes have nice hair and nice teeth to have someone care for her then she would rather be not be any of those things and be alone . Because she realized she had more to offer . Yes she had physical imperfections but she was passionate , smart , courageous , funny ,kind and hardworking. She thought to herself "if this is what anyone will judge me on then don't look at me because yes I'm not perfect and I don't want to be " .
