The life behind a little girl written by: Amber Byrge

Chapter 4: Realization

"Mom mom! Come on I have to get school supplies!" May said. "Okay amber okay.. Let's get going... Are you excited for school?" The mother asked. May replied "I mean I guess.. I just miss my friends and shit." "I'm sorry and don't cuss." The mother always repeated but gave up because she never listened.

They got in the car and drove to target. May got all she needed as well as her siblings. She got home and organized her backpack and made sure she had like fucking 200 pencils because she didn't know what storm she was walking into. She got to school.

Everything so complicated but understood after time. After a while she started getting unexplainable head aches from hearing the teacher blab on about confusing shit she has to study for. She always tried her best though because she knows she wants a good future. Her stress got to her but eventually went away when she met a really amazing guy friend. They would talk after school and text almost everyday.

After her birthday pasted of being 14 years old she grew some balls ( not literally ) and told him how she felt. How much she cares and likes him. How much she feels for him. He denied her. He said he wants to focus on school but he appreciates her telling him. Although until today they remain close friends because he was a beautiful understanding person and didn't let it come between their friendship.

By this time it was winter break and school began in the next 2 weeks. And her family? Her mom got a job, and her dad was always seeming happier even though he's bipolar like no tomorrow. They got along for the most part...