With Me Or Without Me / n.j

CHAPTER 32

Namjoon's POV

After the incident, both of us avoid each other. I'm in my own room and he's in his own room. I decided to text Yoongi hyung and tell him about what had happened earlier.

Me  : Hyung ,Jin hate me ;( our plan was not making out.

Yoongi hyung : What? What have you done?

Me : I already confessed to him but, he just ran away and he said that he can't trust me anymore. I'm so dissapointed hyung!

Yoongi hyung : unbelievable Duh, I think he will accept you . I'm sorry Namjoon ,I can't help you anymore. How about you ask for a forgiveness from him ?

Me : It's ok hyung, but Thank you for all the plans you made for me. Yea, you're right I should have ask for a forgiveness from him. Guess I need enough sleep? tomorrow we will be heading back to seoul.

Yoongi hyung : Okay you should .. Welcome , okay take care. Sleep well tho.

I sigh as I put my phone at the mini table. I slowly drive myself to sleep while thinking of Jin.

Jin's POV

After the last night confession from Namjoon , we barely talk.

Today , we're heading back to Seoul.

Through out the way to the Airport , The van filled with silence since neither of us wanted to start a conversation.

"Jin?" Namjoon said and I look at him with awkwardness so, I just hum. He looks hesitant before he could say any words. "Are you avoiding me?" He ask which suprised me a little. "No,I'm not!" I convinced.

"Jin, Can you perhaps forgive me for all those bad words I said to you?" He said with sad expression.

"Look, Namjoon I.. I already forgive you and I already forget about all of it..I had opened a new book! So, don't worry.." I said while controlling myself from sobbing.

Shit Jin!Control yourself.

"Okay.. Thank you... Last night-" He was about to bring up things about last night but I quickly cut him off not wanting to talk about it.

It makes me confuse as hell.

"Don't talk about it, pretty please...". I said while having my eyes rolling.

"I'm Sorry..". He said and throw his gaze outside the van.

I must have made him feel uneasy.

I don't even know If I love Namjoon or not. But,I can't stop thinking about his confession last night.

I sense that I still love him cause every single words he said made my heart beating so fast.

But, I feel insecure and I can't give my heart to him so easily. I scared that I might get hurt for the second time.

We then arrived at the airport and wait for our turn to get into the plane and heading to Seoul.

Third Person's POV

They made it to the Incheon Airport that night. Ya, everyone are tired as fuck.

"Jin?" Namjoon said. "Yeah?" Jin then look at him with a fake smile plastered on his face. But, it still can make Namjoon's heart racing. "Umm..Who will fetch you?" Namjoon ask with awkwardness.

He is so pissed off as why did he act so awkward lately!

"Umm..it's okay, Hyosang will fetch me!" Jin said begin to scroll through his phone and call Hyosang. "Shit.." He mumbled.

"looks like he didn't answer your call,so wanna have a ride with me?" Namjoon said while smirking. "Okay then.." Jin sigh and Namjoon quickly grab his wrist.

He drag Jin to his car where he parked at before they head to LA a few days ago. Jin just speechlessly follow Namjoon but, he could feel a whole butterfly in his stomach.

They get into the car after they finished putting all of their stuff into the bonnet. Namjoon started to drive away from the privacy parking lot.

"wanna grab some coffee? "Namjoon ask. "Huh? No thanks..I want to go home cause I need to tidy up everything.." Jin said. "Alright.." Namjoon said and drive to Jin's apartment direction.

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"Thank you Namjoon..". Jin said after he pick his stuff from the bonnet. "Welcome.." Namjoon said and smile at Jin which Jin reply back a smile before he make his way to his apartment.

Namjoon only had his eyes on Jin in order to ensure that Jin is safe before he could get into his apartment.

He just want to accompany Jin everyday. Keep him in his embrace while non-stopping saying I love you to him. He do miss the moment so much.

He then quickly drive off to his house.

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