Chapter 41

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(Louis POV)

"Harry and me are in" i said standing up from my seat

I knew harry wanted this
I knew harry had a passion for music so did I and the rest of the boys

I just wished Olivia was here
She would've been so happy
I miss her
Just as I had found my sister
That too was taken away from me

Do I even have a chance for family ?

It hurts me
Mum told me to protect her
And I wasn't able too
I partly blame myself for her situation

I know I made a wrong move when I broke up with Eleanor
She didn't deserve it

But I couldn't just take it all
I just felt I needed to isolate myself from everything
And that's what I had been doing for the past 6 months

But it needs to stop now
I need to be strong ,
for my sake ,
for the boys ..
For Olivia ..

I know she'll make it
I know

God can't just take away everything from me!

She'll make it!

"Lou ? You don't hav-" harry started to say

"No I'm done behaving like this .. C'mon ! The way we're all behaving as if Olivia's dead !" I said as harry flinched

"She'll make it Harry ! I'm sure about it .. For now we just need to settle our lives" I said as their face expressions were all mixed

"You lads with me?" I asked

Zayn walked to my side patting me
Liam too stood up
as well as Niall

"Haz?"

"Alright" Harry said a glint of happiness .. On his pain streaked face

"So I'll sign us up and stuff ..
The auditions are in Manchester next week" Niall said as he intently read the schedule given

"By the way .. I was thinking of moving Olivia home" Harry said

"But we aren't gonna be here harry" I said

"We could ask Joy and El to move in here maybe" Niall said making us stare at him

But Harry looked in deep though
And he started to tense
He started shaking his head

"No I can't leave here .. She'll need me here ..- " he said

"Harry its a matter of 2 months .. If the girls agree .. They'll be here plus ..
We'll get a nurse to look after her"  Niall said

Harry thought for a moment and nodded sighing

" I call the hospital to inform them" harry said as he walked to the other room

"I text Eleanor and joy and call them here" Niall said 

The thought of Eleanor coming here pricked my heart

Zayn must've read my thoughts
He rested a hand in my shoulder

"Mate you still love her , don't you?" Zayn whispered audible enough for me to hear

I nodded slightly

"I never stopped" I whispered

"They'll be shifting here by Monday" Harry said walking in averting our gazes to him

The doorbell rung indicating Eleanor and joy were here

" I'll get it" Niall said

They walked in and soon my eyes met Eleanor's
She shot me an apologetic smile

"So you girls agree-

"Ofcourse we agree ..
It's the least we can do for Liv ..." Joy said

"Yeah don't worry we'll take good care of her .. I'm sure she'll be fine" Eleanor said

"Eleanor .. Can I talk to you for a minute ?" I asked as everyone eyes fell on me

"Yeah ... Sure" she said hesitantly

I Lead her towards the the balcony
Where we stood in science for a few minutes

" I'm sorry" I said as she turned towards me as her eyes softened

"You don't have to be..
I understand ..
With everything going on ..."

"But I didn't need to push you away" i said running a hand through my hair
As I stared at the view

" it's fine lou ..
Honestly ..
You needed space-"

"Be mine again ?" I said cutting her off

"I'm still yours" she said making me crack a smile

"Your auditions are next week aren't they ?"

"Yeah ..
I'm not sure about it"

"You'll do great lou ..
You'll have the boys by your side
And don't you dare worry about Olivia
We'll take good care of her
In time she'll be alright" Eleanor said rubbing my back in soothing circles

"You do know
I tried all this stuff once before
All this singing .. Auditions and stuff And I failed
If I go on there .. I may even screw up the Boys chances of getting in" I huffed

Eleanor sighed heavily as she spoke up

"Lou ..
Thats the past
I've know you for so long and I'm certain that
You have an amazing voice
This is your dream ..
The boys dream
Plus they need you there
I've heard all of you sing
And believe me you lads are amazing!
Giving it a try won't hurt" she said

I pondered over what she said
She was right

"If a dream should fall and break into thousand pieces
Never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again"
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