Issues

Chapter 3 School Transfer Fail

Wow, what a jerk. I texted my friend Nathan but he said to me "We cant be friends" i said "aww why? Cuz of brandon?" He said "yes" "F.M.L" i thought. I need a break from all this drama, i think ill transfer schools for a little while. A new begginging sounds awesome. So i come in for the very first time, when this guy named Jalen walks up to me and says "Hai, you must be new here! Im Jalen." I said "hey, im Kayley" it was a bit awkward but we did talk, he told me we should meet online and play games together. I found him really intresting, i enjoyed my time with him that day.

Later that day/Lunch Time

I sit down next to Jalen, and start talking when i get a text on my NEW IPHONE! (Through out the stupid flipout) i read it in my head, "can i sit with you guys?" I assumed it was a bullied person without a lot of friends so i said yes, to be a nice person. Then eventually a small soul with glasses comes and sits at our table. "So whats your name? Im kay" i get cut off. " Kayley Thunderdal, Right? Im always right. Anyway, i dont have a lot of friends but do you think you guys would be my friend? Oh right, im Kevin!" I thought in my head was this guy for real? He sounds so nice, i wonder why he doesnt have many friends, i wonder if something happened to him, something like what happened to me. "Sure, ill be your friend." When jalen grabbed my arm and said "Kayley a word please." I looked at him awkwardly. He pulls me out of the cafeteria, "He is a really mean person. Trust me." And sure enough he was right, i come back a day later and he said "Ill be friends with you Jalen! But not that bitch named Kayley." I was offended, i tried giving him a chance, what did i do to him? Yestarday he had told me about  someone who he hated named Tyler, eventually i saw tyler and spoke to him, i asked tyler "Are you the one that Kevin hates?" His answer was unsure. "No.. Why?" Then a moment later "Yes... Why?" I stared at him. "I was just asking." I was playing minecraft with Jalen & Kevin, but eventually both of them got off and Tyler logged on. "Hey Kayley" he texted me. "Heyyyyyy Tyler" i responded. But when we went to play i couldnt find any chests and when i was about to die of starvation, Tyler had found me and gave me food. Why did Kevin think he was so mean? He is sooooo nice!! Later when we logged off, i went to bed, and went over everything that happened that day. Back to normal time, Tyler walked me to class, Kevin walked up to me and said "You bitch! I told you he was mean! You didnt listen!" And he storms off. I looked at Tyler in disbelief. There was no way Tyler was as mean as kevin. But what can you do?

The next day

Jalen walked up to me again. "Hey Kayley! Whats up?" He said loudly as possible. "Nothing much. You?" I said trying to make him lower his voice. "I did something bad... I and regret it..." He walked over to a tree and said "so, ill just stay under the tree of shame :(" i rolled my eyes and smiled at him, i walk over to his 'tree of shame' and went for his hand, i held it and pulled him out from under the tree. "No need to regret anything. Forgive, & forget." I said to comfort him.  He smiled at me but in the most awkward way he said "I wish the school had mistletoe up." I guess i should play along. So i blushed and walked away. But later that day he came up to me again and asked a VERY VERY awkward question, "are we dating?" I was thinking in my head 'hell no. You didn't even ask me out.' But instead i said "No, you never actually asked me out..." His reaction was weird, "I Love You." I sort of just stared at him for the rest of the time, but after a few minutes i said "umm, you still never asked me out." Then he just stared at me in the most perverted way possible, but only for a few seconds and he said "I Was Getting There. So Kayley... Will You Go Out With Me?" I wanted to say no so badly... I mean really we only knew each other for a few days... But i couldn't say no. Not to him. "I'd love to." I said then regretting it. I know i said not to regret things but o.m.g what did i just do? I went in for a hug, but he rejected the hug and instead he kissed me... What the heck?! He put his arms around my back and continued. It was like 5 minutes later he had stopped. But why didn't i stop him? Self-control. I need to be able to do things like this but like... I cant. He asked me over to his house after school, i didn't answer but he sort of just took me there anyway. "Oh no..." I thought in my mind. He took my hand and pulled me to his house. His grip was strong but gentle, it was almost like... NO! NO... It cant be... I wont fall for him! Im finding it hard not to fall for him, but i do already like him, what was going on? I was never like this before. He took me to his room after we had arrived at his house he asked me if i wanted anything to eat, so i said yes just cuz i didnt want my stomach to growl when i was with him, do you know how embarrassing that would be?!?! He got me a cooked piece of steak, it was fresh so i imagine he had cooked it just then. He looked away for a second and when he looked back my mouth was full and the steak was gone. He just tilted his head a little bit and stared at me. Eventually steak juice was coming out of my mouth. "OH MY LORD! THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING!!!!" I yelled in my brain. He just smiled at him and wiped it off. I wanted to smile sooooo badly but i knew if i did more juice would come out and it would look completely ridiculous. I finished chewing and i asked him "did you just make that? It was delicious!"
"I made it just then, it's the only thing i know how to make really well."
I stood up and he stared at me again, why does he keep doing that? I think something was on his mind, like he wants to do something but won't. He's holding back...
"Are you holding back?" I said but then saying to myself "WHY DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD!?"
"I was... But can i not?" He answers "i don't want to hold back, but i dont know what you will think if i don't"
"Don't hold back. I dont mind when things get... " i paused "weird" he stood up facing me and staring into my eyes he put his arms around my back again, but this time i put my arms around his shoulders he kisses me, but this time instead of standing there awkwardly letting this happen, i kissed him back. But he didnt stop at my back, he started moving his hands lower, & lower & lower. Until he reached my butt, he squeezed his hands and weirdly, it was comfortable. I stopped kissing him and laid my head on his collarbone, and he moved his hands up to my shoulders as my hands went to his waist. "What a amazing night" i thought, i haven't had that much fun in awhile. I asked him to walk me home. hand in hand he walked me home, it was like a night that didn't exist.