Lollipop Girl

The Stars The Moon

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Chapter 6~ The Star The Moon

Bubble point of view~

First Hour~

          I woke up in the wood with the star shining above. I did not know where I was or how I got here. All I knew was that I was safe. I felt so at peace here. I felt like I belong here where ever this place is. I got up off the ground and looked around me. This place was beautiful. There were trees around me that were dancing and glowing. Not too far away was a lake that was glowing too. There were little glowing ball around me too. That was not all. The grass shine like it was a star. The wind around me was singing. The moon up above shine down on everything as if it was a stage. The star were playing instruments at least that what it sound like.

            This place was like a fairy tale. If this was, a fairy tale then let me stay here forever. I close my eyes and listen to the wind sing and star play there instruments. I dance a long with the trees. When I heard a howl. It came from the river. There was a blue wolf standing next to the river looking at me. I walked over to the wolf. The wolf that looked so alone. The wolf that my heart went to. The wolf that looked like it could cry at any moment.

            Once I was standing in front of the wolf. I felt tears started to come down my cheeks. Because I was not standing in front of a wolf. I was standing in front of myself. I was watching me look at me. I was watching the me I use to be when my mother was still alive. The me that did not dye her hair a different color. The me that would always smile. The me that was dead since the day my mother die.

            This me ran across the river into the woods. I follow that me because I did not want to lose that part of me again. I want that part of me back. I was running after me as if my life depends on it. Because my life did depend on it. My life depends on it because I was dead. I need that part of me to come back from the dead. I need that part again so I could be that smiling girl. I need that part so I could be that girl everyone loves.

            I finally came out the woods to see my mother standing in the middle of the woods. She gave me that same sad smile she gave before she dies. Just like the me from before she took off running. I chase after her for getting about the me I was chasing before. I ran after the woman who was always supposed to be by my side.

            When everything around me stop glowing. It was too dark to see where I was going. I fell to the ground and started to cry. Just like before my mother left me in the dark. I was all alone in this world. Why?  I could see the star and the moon shedding tears for me too. The woman that was supposed to love me left me in the dark.

“She left me in the dark.” I yelled

            The women I thought was my mother left me. The women that was supposed to be my mother. Now where did that leave me now? Did that leave me with the stars and the moon? I close my eyes and pray that someone would get me out the dark. That it was the woman who was my mother that left me in the dark. I open my eyes when I felt something wet hit my face. It was raining. Everything around me started to glow again but I was no longer in the woods.

            I was in a clearing and standing in front of me was my mother and me. The me that I wanted back and the women that left me in the dark. We started at each other for who know how long. All I know is by looking at those two I realize that me standing in front of me I could never get back. I could never get her back because she only existed when my mother was alive. The me that I am now is the me that I will always be.

            The me that hate my mother. The me that hate the world for leaving me in the dark. The me that love lollipops and my friends. That always getting in trouble. That cries myself to sleep at night. That talks to myself like some crazy person. The me that laugh at the most silliest things. The me that everyone around me has grown to love. That is me now. That me standing in front of me have long gone. The me that I am is the me that I want to be.

            I got off the ground and wipe my tears away. This time when my mother left me, she left me under the stars and the moon light. This time when I cried, I cried with joy. I took the pain I been feeling all these years and made a new person. That way I can find the way back to the people, I love. I close my eyes again and listen to the wind sing and star play their instruments. This time when I heard the howl, I was ready for whatever it was going to throw at me.

            Because I was stronger than I was before. I know who I am now. I know I want let anyone leave me in the dark again. I will always stay under the star and the moon light. I will not hate the world or my mother any more for not being happy. I was not mad at my mother for leaving me in the dark. I was not mad at her for not being there when I cried. I was not mad at the world for turning it back on me in my time of need. I was not mad at the world for not being there when I need it the most. It is my own fought. I will become even stronger so it never happens again. This time when I walk towards the wolf. I walked with confidence.

            I will take anything people or animal throw at me with my eyes wide open. I will not be that weak girl that blames everyone around her. I am a new person. I will change so I can become a stronger person. I will make something of myself. I will always be under the stars and the moon light.

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