Ashley's P.O.V
I hate my life. I want to die. Don't worry I won't kill myself even though people have told me I should. I won't do it because, I am not going to give them the pleasure of me being dead. I wish the man I love truly loves me. He says he does but we both really know he doesn't. So ya he barley even talks to me anymore and he is the main reason why I cut myself it is like he he just doesn't care about me anymore.
I have major depression and him not talking to me or looking at me doesn't help. Not one single bit do I think he loves me. Every night I cry myself to sleep while thinking of what the world would be like if I wasn't alive .
I wish I was really loved by him but I know it will never happened. I wish he wouldn't lie to me. He says he doesn't lie to me but I know he does
I want to be loved but I am afraid he won't love me back
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First chapter done I am so excited please comment what you think. 😊
