Andy's P.O.V
I know Ashley cuts and it kills me. He doesn't believe me when I say I love him but I really do.
A lot of people have told him to kill himself but that would break my heart.
I can barley speak to him or even look at him or think about him without getting really turned on.
I really do care about him him. He has depression ad I know it is somewhat my fault. Thinking of a world without him would kill him.
I need to get out of my room. I walked out of my room and found the rest of the band sitting on the couch.
"Hey" Jinxx said. "Hi" I replied. We sat there watching TV and on our phones for about an hour. Then had to leave.
"Hey Ashley can you stay for a little?"I asked. "sure" he whispered. The others left and we sat on the couch. I got asking "want some food ash". "Yep" he replied. We walked in the kitchen and made us some food.
~~~skipping them eat because nothing really happens an my friend is to lazy to write it.~~~~
He started to walk away but I don't know what came over me but I grabbed his arm and pulled him close and crashed my lips against his.
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