Diary

Chapter Ten

March 7, 2005 (4 Month Later)

Dear Diary,

I have never been so happy in my life Diary; I swear these last 4 month have just been amazing.

Every night I leave climb out of my window and walk to Justin's house, I would climb in his bed and would just hold me as I went to sleep. It felt so good to be in his arms, to just be with him made me happy.

After school today when I came home I felt sick, like not as in health buts something didn't feel right when I got home today

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I walked inside my house and it was quiet, I went to the kitchen and saw a note from my mom. She said she would be working late and she wouldn't be home. I grabbed me an apple and water and went to my room. I closed the door and locked it, just in case Aubrey came home.

I bit into my apple and laid down on my bed, I stared at the ceiling still eating my apple. No matter what I did there was still this nagging feeling that something wasn't right, I bit my bottom lip nervously.

I sat up in my bed when I heard a knock on my window; I went over and gave Justin a dick look.

"You are going to kill yourself you idiot!" I said helping him inside, he just chuckled when he was inside.

"Hey, you always do it I wanted to try it one more time" he said, I rolled my eyes and lay down. Even with Justin here I still had that nagging feeling.

He came and laid beside me wrapping his arms around my waist, "What's wrong?" he said in the crook of my neck.

I bit my bottom lip, "Nothing" I lied.

He looked at me and I sighed and faced him, I kissed him and smiled.

"I'm serious Justin nothing is wrong I promise" he nodded and laid his head on my chest.

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I guess I was overreacting about something being wrong diary, but in the back of my head I just don't feel right still

Love,

Nicki

I put my book down and continued to play in Justin's curls he fell asleep on me a little while ago. I stared at him, rubbing my hand along his cheek. He was smiling in his sleep and it just made him look so peaceful, there was a loud bang downstairs that cause me to jump.

I listened until I heard stomping upstairs, then I heard banging on my door. I jumped again causing Justin to sit up in alert.

More banging on the door, "Nicki OPEN THE DAMN DOOR" I heard Aubrey's voice boom.

I froze and Justin stood up, and started walking to the door. I grabbed his hand and pulled him back, is he stupid?

"Nicki" I covered Justin's mouth so he couldn't talk, Aubrey does this all the time. After a while he'll leave when he realizes I'm not answering the door.

The bang stopped and I uncovered Justin's mouth smacking his upside the head.

"What I could have opened the door and he wouldn't have been fucking with you tonight"

"Are you crazy?" I said getting up, he brought me back down and sat me in his lap.

He rubbed circles on my leg yawing slightly, I chuckled.

"Somebody is sleepy" I said, "You can go home I'll be okay here"

"Like hell I'm going to leave you here by yourself" he said, I rolled my eyes.