Wild Thing (Lesbian Story) (GirlxGirl)

26. Epiphany

Hangovers. Hangovers were the worst thing in the universe. As a constant partier, hangovers had become like a hated best friend. The best friend in which you were their best friend, but they didn't mean sh-t to you. The best friend that continuously annoyed you for so many reasons. Hangovers was like that to me. I hated them so f-cking much but they were recurrent because of my drinking. The only way to eliminate the horrible feeling was sobriety, but I wasn't ready for that just yet. Alcohol was my best friend, just like the hangovers except alcohol and I had a somewhat mutual infatuation.

With my head pounding and myself feeling quite nauseous, I sat up and looked to where Mira normally laid beside me. She wasn't there. Where she once laid, the bed was made. I grabbed my phone and looked at the time. It was coming close to the afternoon. She had probably been awake since the morning. I don't know how she could be such a morning person. Waking up before noon was like death to me, unfortunately, I had to constantly wake up early for interviews, traveling and the studio during working periods. Thankfully, I had this break. Enough time to spend with my family, my friends and most importantly, Mira.

Getting up from the bed, I walked over to the mirror and just stared at myself with a pout. My hair dangled over my eyes, blocking my vision partially. I swept my short locks away and rubbed my eyes before making my way to the bathroom. I brushed away all the alcohol from my teeth and breath before taking a long shower, with extremely hot water. I felt so f-cking dirty. My shower had to last for just over an hour. When I finally got out, I was feeling a little bit better. Before, I was having a hard time breathing and I felt sick to my stomach, but now I was basically back to myself, but with a slight headache.

Once I was all dressed for the day, I left the bedroom for the first time to look for Mira. I had spent all day in with her and then all night with my friends. There was no telling what my buddies and I were up to last night. I remember basically nothing about the night before, which was probably a good thing. Since, Mira and I spent most of the day inside yesterday, I wanted to spend one of our final days in Melbourne out. I've showed her around before but there were so may more places that I wanted her to see.

When I walked out of the room, the first place I thought to look for Mira was in the living area. I found her there, but not the way I expected. I expected to see her watching television with her feet propped up on my mum's funky coffee table, but she wasn't. Instead, she was sitting on the couch beside my mother. My mother had her hands wrapped around her as she cried into her shoulder. My heart stopped for a brief second with worry. What the hell had happened while I was asleep? I quickly walked up to my mother and my girlfriend. "What's wrong," I asked sincerely.

My mum for some reason gave me a very dirty look. Her glare kind of scared me. It was the glare that she always gave me when I was younger when I seriously f-cked something up. I wasn't sure what the hell I could've done, though. I've been pretty good to Mira lately, other than a few mistakes that we clearly talked about and worked out. Everything was severely peculiar as I just stood there and stared at the two of them as they basically ignored me. "What did I do," I asked with the utmost confusion. I needed answers.

I guess me saying something else was the last straw because Mira finally let my mother go. She got up and rushed past me without even looking at me. Of course, I began to pursue her to see what the hell was going on but my mother called out my name. I stopped in my tracks and turned to face my blank faced mum. She instructed me to sit down in a very sharp voice. My stomach turned. Something told me that I had really f-cked up, but f-cking how!?

"She knows that you cheated on her last night," my mum finally explained. What the f-ck was she talking about? I hadn't cheated on Mira with anyone since we had our talk. She didn't want me touching any other girl and I was going to obey her. The last thing that I wanted was to lose her. My mouth ran dry and I began trying to rack my brain for any amount of information from last night. I stared at my mother with a blank face.