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Chapter 11: Explanation

                                                                          Toshiro's P.O.V

"What Hollowfication!! Surely i would know if there was a hollow inside of me!" Ryouko Exclaimed.

"Have you fought lately?" I asked.

"A little before coming back to the soul society. Why?" She awsered.

"Well from our research on Ichigo Kurosaki, we found that when the human the hollow is residing in is in danger or been beaten pretty badly the hollow would take over and control there body to save them selves." I explained.

"But it seems while you were in the care of Urahara he must of taught you to controll it. but when he replaced your memories so you forgot about him looking after you, you must also have forgotten that." I continued.

"Ok but, how come i remeber when the soul society tried to execute Rukia Kuchiki??" She asked still very confussed.

"Well Urahara knew about it so he replace some of your memories so it seemed as if you were there when it all happened." I answered.

"Oh.."

                                                                    Ryouko's P.O.V

Wow people like to screw with my head i still don't quite understand.

It went silent for a bit.

I looked a round to see Hoshiko and Rukia looking totally shocked, and Rangiku looking as if she lost interest.

"Toshiro.. when you met Hinamori you complete blanked me out, you never spoke to me." I confronted him.

"What brought this up?" He Questioned.

"Well the last thing i remeber back then is when you replace me with Hinamori." I said.

"Yeah well she was looking after me i couldn't exactly ignore her."

"Not what i ment, You were the only real friend i had back then, how do you think i felt when you never spoke to me?" I tryied to stay calm.

If he knew how i really felt i don't know how he'd act.

What would he think..

"Ryouko-Chan...I..I..I'm sorry..I was younger and naive.." He said.

"Thats no reason.. You Have know idea how i feel about you!!" I yelled and looked at the floor.

"..How..you..feel about ..me?!?" He said blushing in shock.

I started to blush realising what i had just admitted alout.

"R..Ryouko what do you mean??" He questioned nervously.

"I...I shouldn't of said that i liked you forgive me..!" I said bowing my head down.

"Ryouko." He said putting his hand on my sholder.

I looked up in shock blushing even more.

I looked at him and he just smiled at me, i could help but smile back.

Then i realised some thing, i stopped smiling and looked at the floor.

He doesn't like me back...

I Know he doesn't....

I'm such an idiot..

"Whats the matter Ryouko-Chan?" Toshiro asked.

I didn't say anyhthing i couldn't if i did i'd end up saying some thing i don't mean to say.

"Ryouko..?" He repeated.

"I shouldn't of said that.. i know you don't like me back..." I murmered.

There we go something i didnt want to say.

                                                                 Toshiro's P.O.V

"Wha...." I started.

"I know that if anything you'd like Hinamori.." Ryouko interupted.

"That isn't what i was going to say." I said

I froze i didn't know what to say.

To tell the truth i've always liked her...

How...How could i tell her..

I  tryied to speak but i couldn't say anything.

"Ryouko...I....do......like you.." I managed to say slowly.

"eh?!?" She said blushing.

I looked into her eyes, a tear steamed down her right cheek.

i lifted my hand and lightly brushed it off. I slowly ran my hand down her cheek, then ran my fingers through her hair watching it fall backing into place and brushing along her face.

She looked at me blushing not saying a word.

                                                                  Ryouko's P.O.V

"Ryouko..I.."

"Captain Hitsugaya, An ugant captains meeting will be held you need to head there imediatly."

A soul reaper from the 10th squad interupted.

"You Ruined the moment!!" Hoshiko yelled at the sould reaper, he looked at her and appologised and ran of back down the hall.

We just looked at her as she smile proudly rubbing the back of her head.

"Touché" I said looking at her.

"Well it seems i have to get going. The captains meeting aren't too long but i'll be back shortly." Toshiro said getting up and walking out the door.

I just sat there didnt move and looked at the floor..

Did he really just say that..

  "Yo What was that all about!" Hoshiko walked over smacking me on the back lightly.

I jerked forward as she made me jump.

"Erm..well..." I started.

"Rukiiiiaaaaa-sann... Do you have any Saké??" Rangiku intrupted getting up.

"Noo i don't..sorry." Rukia replied slightly confussed at what she just got asked.

"Come on Rukia lets go out for a drink you know you want too.." Rangiku said in a playful voice.

"No i'm fine really.." Rukia said backing away.

Me and Hoshiko just got the anime style sweatdrop watching the little conversation between Rukia and Rangiku.

"I wonder what the captains meeting was all about.." I said trying to change the subject.

"i don't know but it' got to be important." Hoshiko said.

"Any way Ryouko whats all this hollowfication buisness and crap anyway?" Hoshiko asked.

"I really have know idea i can't remeber anything like that, i just know if it's true. A hell of a lot of people screwed with my mind." i Joked trying to lighten the mood.

I really don't have any idea.

"What can't remeber me. My, My how dare you!" A  voice said

"What where are you and who are you?!?" I shouted.

"Ryouko.. who are you talking to??" Hoshiko asked looking slightly confussed at why i just yelled at no one.

Well it seems they can't hear it.

"No they can't hear me you right, thats because i'm inside you, i know everything that your thinking!! HEHEHE!"